[𝓨𝓸𝓾 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓜𝓮] Book 1

Crush; 2:3

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~Copper's POV~

I stared at my phone, I didn't know what to say. Normally, I'm good with my feelings. But, with Nicholas, it's different. 

'Well it's--' I was about to message something, but he sent me something. 

'You can talk to me about it, if you want ' I felt hot tears start leaving my eyes. I weakly smiled at the text. My eyes went slightly wide, when he sent me four other messages. 

'Sounds like a pretty serious situation'
'But you don't have to '
'If you don't want to '
'But I am your friend, and I do care '

I smiled at his messages, and the tears didn't once slow down. 'Okay ' I sent to him, and I explained to Nicholas what happened. But first.. I warned him. 'Might be a bit of a long story lol '

My smile didn't fall yet, and it only grew when he sent a simple but sweet. 'I don't mind!! ' 

I took in a breath, and I started typing. 

[I'm only really doing the texing bit's... I'm really fucking lazy. Okay?]

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'Well, it started back in September '

'Everyone at school had found out I was trans and Pan by then. The bullying had mostly stopped, ig and people started to be nice to me. (There was a group of Sixed Formers who stopped the bullies) but everyone in school knew about me being part of the LGBTQ+ community. '

'So I was practicing my violin and singing one morning before form in a practice room and I looked up and I saw Tim looking through the room window. He walks in and tells me how good I am at singing and playing the violin. and I'm just sitting there like 'wtf?' because I've never spoken to him before in my life... but also freaking out because I thought he was attractive. But with my stubborn personality I didn't take his complement ' 

'Eventually he comes in and sits next to me and starts talking to me about me coming out at school, and like, how 'brave' I am and stuff.. even though it's not like I came out myself or anything. It just got out because my and Charlie told a few people. '

'And then the next think I knew, he kissed me.. '

'And yeah, we just continued to meet up at school before forms. And like.. I was so excited about it. I thought I had a good boyfriend, or, like, I was having some big romance.. But I slowly started to realize he was using me for someone to make out with... because I was the only trans guy he knew '

'and then in January I found out he had a girlfriend as well. Some girl from Higgs school. idk if he's Bisexual or gay or whatever but it don't really change anything. He was just using me ' 

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I cried. I kept crying.. I couldn't stop crying, but I continued to text him. 

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'I tried to end it but he just kept pestering me. I thought I'd just meet up with him one last time to tell him to leave him alone but yeah.. That didn't go well. haha ' 

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~Nicholas POV~

I looked at my laptop in anger, and I quickly typed something in. 

'FUCK I hate Tim so much. I knew he was a dick, but Jesus.. Please don't talk to him ever again ' Copper started messaging. 

'I definingly won't!!! ' I smiled at the screen. I sent another message. 

'I will kick his ass if he tries to come near you '

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~Copper~

I smiled and blushed at the screen. He's trying to protect me. 

'Thank you for being here ' I sent to Nicholas. 

'Generally? or in a Music block? ' He sent me, and I laughed. 'Yeah, both ;) '

'Not a problem ☺♥ ' I blushed at the heart. 

'I love talking to you- ' I deleted this quickly, 'I'm glad we're friends- ' Delete! 

'♥' I just sent a simple heart, and I hugged my phone. I squealed loudly. 

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~Nicholas~

I was blushing madly, I ran my fingers through my hair, and looked at my window. I smiled weakly. 

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Fin <33