[𝓨𝓸𝓾 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓜𝓮] Book 1

Love; 5:6

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CONTENT WARNING: This update contains discussions of eating disorders. Nick is shown doing some internet research about eating disorders.

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||Nicholas||

I looked at Copper, as he talked with Elle. I looked down at the water sadly, and rubbed my arm on my upper arm. I sighed, but I heard a large splash. 

I looked over, and Tara was shivering, since Darcy had splashed her. 

"I'm not going any farther! It's too cold" Tara shivered, and hugged herself. Darcy laughed, and smiled at her girlfriend. I looked at them, with a bitter-sweet smile.

My eyes went wide, when Darcy wrapped her arms around Tara's body, and pushed them both into the water. A real smile spread across my face, and I gently chuckled. 

"You're welcome!" Darcy proclaimed, as the two girls sat on the ocean floor. "You're lucky I love you.." Tara whispered, and I sadly smiled as I watched them.

"AHH! The Donuts floating away!" Darcy jumped up, and swam after it. "Grab it!" Tara laughed. 

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Darcy, Tara, and Sahar were tossing a beach ball back and forth to each other. While I was staring at the sky, while floating in the donut floaty. A memory of me looking things up in my room, re-played in my head.

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I was sitting on my bed, looking up things about Eating Disorders. Nelly was on my shoulder, and she was confused.

My eyes were on everything about how to help something with an eating disorder, examples of different eating disorders, and what is an eating disorder. 

I was just looking up anything that might be of use for me to help my lovely boyfriend. I crunched my eyebrows together, and snuggled my dog. 

"What do we do, Nell?" I whispered, and Nelly just barked at me. Tears started to pool in my eyes, and she quickly licked them away.

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I stared at the sky sadly, and I sighed. "Nick!!" I looked at Darcy, and she waved to me. "Come play volleyball with us!" She smiled, and I smirked. "Okay!" 

Sahar exclaimed a quick. "Yay!" 

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We all played for a while, till we all started to walk to the land. "Please, say it's lunch time" Darcy complained. "...It's lunch time" Tara waited a moment to say something, and as we all walked to the front, Darcy yelled. 

"FINALLY!! I need some chips" I chuckled, and shook my head as Sahar placed her hair up in a  pony-tail in front of me. I looked down as I walked, and I heard Sahar say.

"Hey, Nick?" I looked up, and replied. "Yeah, Sahar" She looked at me, and tilted her head. Then whispered. "I need to talk to you about something" I nodded. 

"Sure, what's up?" I walked next to her, and we stood there as she muttered. "Well.. I'm moving to Truham Grammar for 6th year" I slowly nodded. "Oh!" My eyes went wide for a moment.

Sahar played with her wet hair, and looked up at me nervously. 

"Yeah.. I'm pretty nervous. I know you've had girls in year 12 and 13 for ages but, it's still mostly boys, isn't it?" She asked me, and I slowly nodded.

"Yeah.. I think we get about 10 girls every year compared to like two hundred boys" I rubbed the back of my neck, with my free left hand. 

"What's what I thought.. I'm pretty nervous, so... I mean, starting 6th Form is scary on it's own, but moving schools makes it even scarier" I nodded, I didn't know how she was feeling but I could understand. 

"Are you nervous about staring 6th form?" She asked me, and I thought for a moment. "Oh.. erm, I've been so busy this summer.." I weakly smiled at the thought of Copper in my head.

"I.. guess I've been thinking about other things" The smiled dropped as I thought about the earlier thought, with Copper's eating disorders. 

"Well.. can we hang out in school?" She asked me, and continued to play with her hair. "It'd be nice to have one friend there" I smiled brightly at her, changing my sad emotion quickly. 

"Ah, yeah! Of course! I can introduce you to the Rugby lads" She looked at me concerned. "The 'Rugby Lads'" I laughed, and shook my head. "They're nice, I promise" She smiled at me, and nodded. 

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I am so SO SO sorry for not posting in an ENTIRE month, but I've been focusing on school.. and I lost motivation for a while. I'm sorry.

Fin <33