MY LIFE (BLOG)

BLOG#4

I won't be able to write long paragraphs about them because even though I have spent time with hen I don't know them that good enough to actually be confident in the things I know about them.
But I have known them long enough in away to be confident in the things I am going to write about them today.

So with out any delay lets gooo!!!(note I'll be using their nick names so please don't confuse so yourself).

1.Janu

**She's really fun, sometimes acts like a small child  which makes me like her more. She's great athlete .She 'very strong physically and mentally both. She's how should I say don't misunderstand but she's really girlfriend material (I should shut up).I got to know her through HJ. I've got to know her from 2017.We both were in the same class 3 years straight and after since HJ meets up with her I also goes to talk with them. HJ and Janu are best friends and they both sometimes acts like couples so me and TJ secretly tease them without them realizing .

She's kind and cute when she smiles .TBH Janu and Ensis look so similar even my best friend and they themself had admitted they look like each other. She's someone anyone would want to be friends with.**

2.Senu

**I got to know her as a friend in 2019.Suprisingly a coincidence my grandmother showed me her picture and I asked her how does she had it. Seemingly Senu's parents is in a business club same as my grandparent's and she had met her their. So in 2019 I spent more time with Ensis and Senu together that year. But she's a very joyful person overall**

3.Senolee

**Me and Senolee aren't very close with each other but we are class mates and I interact with her a lot. I don't know much about her and truly what kind of a person she's when she's alone. From things I have seen in school (we met in 2020) that she's a very quiet and a nice person who helps others without any hesitation .

As I've mentioned in TJ that one day I cried at school and no matter what I couldn't calm myself down. That day she was making bracelets  when others said what kind of ones they want. I also wanted one but didn't asked because lot of people already wanted her to make their ones. But however when I was crying with my face buried in the arms on my table I felt some ones presence and it disappeared. After I lifted my head I found a bracelet and since she was almost the only one who was  making bracelets just to make sure if it was for me or someone else I asked her about it and she replied "Well it's for you "

And surprisingly I did not cry after that. When she gave it to me I was so overwhelmed and happy because I never asked for it but she still gave me it because she saw I needed space and just kept the bracelet and left maybe it was or care but that did not matter because through my life I have given a lot of friendship bracelets but never got one in return unless sometimes when I asked one so Having one without actually asking is very overwhelming.

We are some what friends now but still I wish I could become more close to her but I am very awkward when starting conversations but I am trying and I even told her that I still has her bracelet. When I want comfort sometimes I wear it.**

SPECIAL NOTE

Just wanted to tell all of my friends are  apart of my identity. Every human is outgoing, talented and special in their own way my friends also included. And all of them are close to my heart in their own way. When it comes to my friends I am attached to them physically, mentally and emotionally. No matter how much me and my friends are different from each other there is this emotion and connection and a similarity that bind us together no matter what happens we'll always be together. Not anyone not even themselves can break that connection. My friends are a part of my life so losing them means losing a part of myself. That happy fun side will be there but it'll not be the same.

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That'll be for my friends that I have a very special place in my heart. I would really love to be with them even in my next life. Some of them may have intentionally or unintentionally but I will go back to them because I know their heart. And I have promised them I will never leave them and even if someone cut our friendship off I'll still consider them some one special that appeared in my life because I very grateful for having them in my life in the present.

Take care of yourself,
Always believe in yourself,
And don't let others words bring you down,
Stand up for yourself,
BYE!!!