90 days with you

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"love is always bestowed as a gift-freely, willingly, and without expectation. we don't love to be loved; we love to love. "
- lea buscaglia

doc jemalyn: i just can't kiddo... why this has to happen again? we've been religious with her medication and we've been careful when it comes to your baba's health, diet and all... we even had no sex after ivf when we found out a light problem with her immune system...

liza: there are some things that can't be avoided mamu j... there are things that's beyond our control... it's just another test that we need to overcome and it will take a brave heart and determination to win this fight mamu j... baba never lost without a fight... she had succeeded a lot of fight in health, love, family and career there's no doubt that she won't recover from what she has been through right now, mamu... let's just pray and believe that He will heal baba.

doc jemalyn: it's complicated now kiddo... i can't do it all alone... your baba... the twin... baby aiza...

liza: were here mamu j... if we need to stay in your house so we can help you in dealing the needs of baba and the twin and baby aiza, we will... you don't need to beg for it. it's the least thing we could do for baba, you and the kids...

doc jemalyn: had i know, i'd rather forego my pregnancy and decline her wedding proposal so we could stay as patient and caregiver... there's no one and nothing will be compromised... it would be easier for both of us to deal in times like this because i will mind only your baba and her health. and baby aiza won't feel neglected and unwanted too if we stay at that level...

liza: it happened already mamu j... it has to happen and we know that everything has a reason and a purpose... do not regret of the decisions you and baba made... it's already given that she won't be with us for the longest time since she undergone kidney transplant... we are aware of that, right? God forbid! (knock on the wall three times) when the right time comes, you won't be alone because baba left you three kids to raise and be with... she left you a living memory of hers...

liza paused for awhile to hold her tears pero di nya pa rin napigilan lalo na nang humahagulgol na naman si doc jemalyn...

mamu j, life is just like that, right? know that whatever in store in the future, you have us and you can count on us... thank you for making baba's life complete... thank you for the happiness, love and care you shared with her... thank you for giving baba a chance to have kids of whom you are the mother... it's from yours that she really needed and wanted each day of her life... we can't give what you can to her so please do not regret of the decisions you've made... just treasure every single memory you have with her in every single day He gave to baba...

doc jemalyn: no kiddo! she will live for the longest time... let's claim for it, okay? we have to no matter how hard it should be to have it... ( both were sobbing...)

she paused for awhile to compose then she said, "thank you for the assurance, kiddo... i knew i can count on you...without you and the rest, i don't know how will i face this trial we encountered in a complicated situation, kiddo... i really don't know... i've been through in this situation before of which my heart was broken into pieces but still, it hurts me to death knowing her life is at stake again..."

she paused again... liza hugged her tightly, caressed her back and said, "you deserved it mamu j. you do!"

naputol ang usapan nilang dalawa when doc hanna and doc err approached doc jemalyn for a discussion on the lab tests result and the remedy they can do for doc izabella's health problem...