Serendipity - Javon Wanna Walton

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I was a mess. During the first few periods I had thought a lot about Javon. I'd come to the conclusion that I needed Brooke to help me figure out what I felt for him because I couldn't keep living like this. It was like I just didn't have energy anymore. So in the break I pulled her aside.

"What's the problem?" she asked me when we got to the sport fields outside.

"Well I think I may have a crush." I told her hesitantly while fiddling with my hair.

"Okay." she said trying to be calm. "Well what do you feel when you're around him." she said.

We always helped each other with our feelings. We'd done that since we were little.

"I don't know, I just love being around him and every time we make plans I'm way
to excited for them and he seems to always be in my thoughts. And I want to tell him everything that's happens to me. And now he's ignoring me all I wanna do is curl up in a ball and cry."

Brooke looked at me shocked. "Girl, you're head over heels for this guy." she was quiet for a moment. "It's Javon isn't it?" she questioned me with a smile on her face.

I nodded not wanting to say it out loud. "Enough about me." I tried to distract Brooke from my crush. "How are you holding up?"

Brooke laughed. "Oh no, you're not getting out of this so fast. What are you gonna do?"

I looked at Brooke like she was crazy. Why would I do anything about it. It wasn't like he liked me back "Nothing. He literally hates me."

"He doesn't hate you. He likes you back." she tried to reassure me.

I was wondering why the hell Brooke would think that. He's literally never done anything to show me he likes me. "Yeah sure, he ignores the girls he likes. He makes them feel like crap."

Brooke sighed giving up. "Let's go to biology."

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After school my brother brought me to the walton's and Jaden and I finished our project. I got up to leave when I remembered what I wanted to ask him.

"Does your brother like me." I asked whilst putting all my stuff in my bag.

"Ehm, no, why would you think that."

My face immediately dropped after those words. I knew he didn't like me but deep down I still had hope. Now not anymore.

"No reason, goodbye." I said and I walked out of Jadens room.

I was looking at my phone trying to text Brooke but tears I was trying to hold back blurred my vision.

I bumped into someone downstairs when I was walking past the kitchen.

I looked up to see the beautiful brown eyes I knew to well.