Yours to love

Chapter nineteen: Blake

Goosebumps cover her body as my fingers draw circles and lines down her stomach. Her eyes filled with haste and desire, I slip my fingertip under the edge of her undies. Then, my whole hand goes under, meeting her soft, sensitive skin. I lay a kiss on her lips before heading south, my lips exploring her jaw, her neck, down to her chest as I gently play around her entrance, teasing her, until she's wetter than ever and my finger slides in with ease. Lily gasps at the sensation, arching her back lightly, her head sinking in the pillow behind her. Thrusting in and out of her for a few seconds, I had a second finger, going deeper in, discovering and rearranging her insides, her walls clamping at me mechanically, uncontrolled because of the pleasure.

She looks into my eyes, and I simply can't believe where we are right now, what we are currently doing. It's even better than sex, than being inside of the girl I love. It's crazy how when you are in love, all you want is for the other to be happy, to feel good about themselves. The only thing that matters to me is Lily. I don't care how hard I get as my fingers pump into her, I don't care if I end up with blue balls that I have to get rid of by myself. I am not hoping for a favor afterwards, I'm not expecting anything, except maybe a cuddle.

"God, Lily," I say, kissing between her breasts through her shirt. "Does it... feel good?" I ask her, my voice trembling. There's only her to make me nervous, to make me lose all means.

She nods, lifting her hips a bit, allowing me to go further in. Her head rolls back into the pillow, she bites her bottom lips, making my erection throb against the zipper of my pants. Her hand flies to her mouth as I push in one last time, keeping her from making a sound as she comes over my fingers. I rub her clit in circles as she comes back to her senses, slowly pulling out of her.

"I..." she tries to tell me, but cuts herself off as she notices the bulge in my pants. I try to hide it, but it's impossible, it's obviously there. She sits up, pushing me and making me fall on my back. Her hand travels up my thigh until she palms me through my jeans, but I stop her before she can do anything else.

I shake my head no, "This isn't about me, baby."

"But... doesn't it hurt?"

"It's bearable. It'll pass," she stares at me. I don't want her to feel pressured to do anything she might not be ready to do. "It's okay, Lily. Baby steps, okay?"

"Okay."

I pull her into my embrace, leading her head to my chest. Her arm wraps around my body, holding on tightly as I peck the top of her head.

"You felt so good," I whisper, making her bury her face into my chest, hiding her blush from me. "Don't be ashamed. You did amazing."

"You're too good for this world," she confesses, complimenting me in a way no one ever did before. "You're too good for me."

"That's not true. You deserve the whole universe being given to you on a silver plate. But my love, care, and affection is all I have to offer at the moment."

"And it's quite enough. More than I ever thought I would get."

"We're the luckiest unlucky people walking on Earth."

We both laugh, our fingers intertwined, our breaths syncing a little more with every second that passes. She's Heaven. My undoing. My peace. She's my everything and she can't seem to understand that.

"I thought I'd end up alone after what happened with Rainer. There was only you to convince me that I deserved better, that I deserved to be loved and protected, that I wasn't broken or unvaluable. You made me realize that what happened was not my fault, you taught me to grow from this ordeal. Thank you, B."

"No problem, L."

Aren't they the sweetest couple ever?

This sexual interaction moment wasn't the best I wrote, I lacked inspiration and just wanted to get it over with because it literally was just for their relationship growth, but these scenes will get better as the book goes on. 

I hope you enjoyed this chapter, though it is quite short. Like I said, this chapter is mostly to add to Lake's (Lily and Blake's) development as a couple. 

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