two college sweethearts are conflicted when a delusional childhood friend comes into the picture.
"i always thought love was a facade, but when i saw that gleam of admiration in your eyes, i knew i'd just been scared of it all along."
today was a free day so me and nia were in the living space of our dorm watching proud family and being lazy bitches and eating snacks n shit.
these past days i've grown closer to nia, like one of my best friends. maybe she'll be replacing amala's spo-
speaking of the devil....
i opened my phone to so many text messages and when i unlock my phone to see amala spamming my shit.
amala
amala: listen, billie, i'm sorry for what happened, do you wanna meet up at your dorm anytime soon? amala: its really okay if you're mad at me cuz i'd be mad at me too amala: hello?? bil??? amala: 😕😕😕
ugh, i thought. i hated making up and i hated the thought of having to talk to someone about what happened on sunday on my free day.
i just scoffed and responded:
me: yeah, sure. just not today, please.
i just closed my phone and sighed. it was only 10AM so eventually me and nia were gonna go out and have fun since it's our day off. half the school's off campus to go to six flags but i'm a homebody and i want to endulge in not having to hear anyone in the dorm hallways trolling n shit.
i texted josh because i missed him and wanted to have his full attention.
josh☺️🤍
me: i mishhh you i wanna see you :)))) me: what's your plans today?
josh☺️🤍: heyyy b how's ya night been? and about the plans since today a free day i decided i wanted to write and sing songs n shit, yk the regular. you wanna hang at your dorm or mine?
me: your dorm will be great. i'd love to keep you company while everybody's at six flags.
josh☺️🤍: alright then see you soon💕💕
that's when i quickly jumped up and got into the bathroom and brushed my teeth, and hopped into the shower, taking a quick one, and put my hair in a bun. i put deodorant on and some perfume on before i changed into this:
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and i just put some aquaphor on my lips and kept my face bare since i'm kinda lazy.
i got my mini backpack and my phone with a portable charger, and my keys and headed out for building 3 of the dorms.
when i got there i went to the third floor and looked for the room number he texted me.
the rooms in this building were spacious and had plenty of rooms. i found the room number and knocked on his door and waited there for a second.
the door opened, and oh my god....
he was fresh out the shower, water dripping down, and damn was he ripped.
i bit down onto my bottom lip when-
"eyes up here, mama. you liking what you see?" he said as my breath hitched.
he did not.
at this rate, my knees were weak, and i was so ready to tell him how much he needs to wife me up.
"i'm—hi..." i say nervously. i was a weak mess at this point. he looked down at me and grinned, son of a bitch.
"it's okay beautiful, you can sit on this couch i'll be right witcha" he says as i nod and sit down.
i was right, this dorm is hella spacious. it has three bedrooms, two bathrooms, and the tv in this living room was huge.
i go on my phone, bored as hell until he came out. he was wearing a white tank that hugged his abs perfectly, and grey basketball shorts.
grey out of all colors??? okay....
we sat down and talked for a bit and cracked jokes for a while.
"you wanna get sum to eat? i got bowls in the cabinets n shit." he said as i nodded.
i got up to go get the cereal bowls and when i opened the cabinet....
all the bowls were on the second shelf.
being the short bitch i was, i could only reach to the first shelf n that's it, because these shelves are so fucking high. it'd be embarrassing to ask for help so i tried getting onto my tippy toes until i felt someone's presence behind me.."
"i could see you struggling a bit, ma. let me help you...." he rasped as he came up right behind me, brushing against my backside, with a hand on my back dimple, and one reaching into the cabinets.
"here you go, mama. you gon' need some utensils with that too." he said as he brushed up against me again, and i felt something that felt a little too rough to be just something in his pocket.
my breath hitched when i realized...he was hard this whole time while brushing up against me and i could feel all of it.
he reached further into the cabinet, making him brush up more, and i let out a whimper.
fucking great, billie.
"you okay down there, beautiful?" he said, as he got the utensils and placed them down, jumping off the stool step, holding onto my waist in the process.
i looked back to him grinning sinisterly, and all i could think is that he did it on purpose.
well thanks a fucking lot because now i'm horny and that's something imma have to deal with when i get home...good job josh.
we sat back down and all i could think of is what happened in the kitchen. i realized i spaced out when...
"earth to billie" josh whispered and i quickly looked back at him.
"i'm fine.." i say as i get up and wash the bowl that i ate the cereal in.
i was rinsing the bowl when he came up behind me and held my waist. "have i told you how good you took right now? and you always smelling so good too....." he said, lowly. he then tucked his hair behind my ear and kissed the end of my jawline as i closed my eyes...
he must wanna fuck....
"thank you" i said, a bit dryly as i set the dishes down.
he lifted me up onto the counter and stood in between my legs, me gasping.
"is it okay if i take you out? on a real date...you and me, somewhere special?" he said, pulling me in, closer, our faces inches away from each other.
"sure...." i say dryly....
this can't be happening right now...
he looked as me and grins as our lips touch, his hands on my waist, going up my shirt, his every touch making me more horny and hornier by the millisecond.
he pulled away as i look at him, my cheeks burning brighter than forest fires. his touch ignited this deep rage for passion and intimacy, and craved attention and vulnerability right there in that second. he kisses my neck, again, and just as our lips were going to touch....
"dorm inspect- oh. i'll leave you two alone..." one of the staff members said as they exited the room.
"i guess it's my time to go" i said, sliding off the counter, getting my belongings. he looked at me and smiled
"i'll see you at the date, beautiful, he said, kissing me on the cheek before we walked to the front door as he smiled at me. "text me when you get there" he said, closing the door.
i stood there, in front of the door, not saying a word out of disbelief as i walk back to my dorm.
