aromantic. ~ b.e story

chapter twenty two

JOSH

i woke up, i couldn't sleep at all. my mind was flooding on how i was gonna tell billie that i leave tomorrow. i open my phone and look at the time, 2:36 am. fuck my life bro.

i couldn't get a decent amount of sleep all night bro. my head was rolling and there was only one thing that took my worry and my stress away, now i don't usually smoke but.. a blunt doesn't sound too bad right now.

i go grab the bag and i take all the equipment to the living room as i man spread my legs as i open the bag and started rolling the blunt, this shit takes me fucking years to roll.

i hear footsteps walk into the living room, as im revealed a tired yet beautiful billie. "baby?" she spoke still tired, "hm?" i said still rolling the blunt.

"what are you doing?" she said now starting to realize, ah shit. "im rolling babe, why you up?" i ask changing the subject.

"because i felt your hands leave my waist and when i turned around you weren't there, why are you rolling a fucking blunt." she said concerned. "it's okay baby. im just stressed, plus i barely smoke blunts..i'll be okay." i reassured her.

BILLIE

i didn't like seeing josh smoke, even though he barely does it. i notice he does it when he's really stressed, i sit down across from him watching him roll the blunt. i didn't like this idea at all, but i decided to let it go.

he looks up at me still rolling the blunt with his legs man spread and him slouching back on the couch, suddenly my body was tingling. my pussy's gone crazy.

he finished rolling the blunt as he grabs his lighter and lights up the blunt, plopping it between his index and middle finger while smoking it. i cringe at the smell of the smoke, i hate that smell..

"baby, i don't want you here if you don't wanna see me smoking it." he rasped.

he's so fucking sexy.

"no i want to stay here." i spoke, "no you're not, get in the room i'll be back soon." he groaned.

i sigh and walk into our room and just sit on my phone til he's done.

TIME SKIP

its been about 30 damn minutes and josh finally walks back into the room, i turn the flashlight on my phone on and shoot it on his face to see his eyes red as ever. i shake my head as he walks up to me and plants kisses on my collarbone.

"you smell like fuckin' smoke, go changee" i whined

he chuckled deeply and changed into a black undershirt with a pair of grey sweats, whew.

"this better ma?" he rasps as i smell the smoke from his breath, this was oddly attractive?

"yes, its way better." i say as my breath starts to hitch.

"listen baby, i have something i need to tell you." he said almost seriously.

i nodded waiting for his response.

"my parents want me to go to anastasia's funeral, it's not my decision. that's why my sister called me, so she could tell me about it." he confessed.

i wasn't mad, i was just sad. that meant he's going away and i wont be around my baby anymore. god.

"im not mad baby, i'll just miss you a lot. make sure you face time me when you land at least." i said trying to sound happy.

he smiles and pulls me into a long sloppy kiss considering that i'm tired, and he's high. until i ended up against the wall.