aromantic. ~ b.e story

chapter twenty

TW WARNING- SMUT AT THE END OF THE CHAPTERISH!!

JOSH

billie stormed out on me and my heart shattered, i understood why she was upset and i completely put her feelings aside not remembering what anastasia did to both me and billie. this was my fault.

"yo, you good josh?" damon asked me.

i nodded my head an just stayed silent still blamimg myself for all of this, i spot amala get up and head towards the door as my eyes continue to water. i wasn't crying because of anastasia, i was crying because of billie.

i hated the idea of billie being mad at me for anything, i would give the world to make her happy because she doesn't realize how happy she makes me.

i sigh as taurus pulls me in for a hug.

with nia shooting me an apologetical look, as i mouth "its okay." to her reaction.

soon later i see billie and amala walk back into the dorm and billie grabbing my head while standing behind me as she tilts my head backwards that way shes upside down from my view, until i feel billie plant multiple kisses on my nose, lips, cheeks, and my forehead. i love her.

i look and examine her face seeing her cheeks rosey and eyes a light red. she was crying, fuck.

"hey, hey why were you crying baby?" i asked as i get up and face her correctly. "i wanted to say sorry for not understanding, instead of comforting you i freaked out on you. im sorry baby." she apologized

i take her hand and kiss it as i pull her into my chest while i slouch back on the couch and caress her hair, billie was the only thing i needed for comfort. just billie, nothing else.

DAMON

i look as billie and josh made up, made me and amala shoot them warm smiles and we catch taurus and nia knocked out ok the couch while nia rests on his chest.

"baby i'm hungry" i hear amala whine, i fucking love her. i laugh at her comment and smile at her. "i'll order something." i say in response as everyone except for nia and taurus since they were asleep look at me, i pull out my phone and order the food while we wait for it we all play a board game.

"i'll go get monopoly" josh spoke as be gets up.

"i'm gonna use the bathroom and i'll be back in time." billie says walking rapidly towards the bathroom.

"ight then, derrick go grab some drinks and snacks with me while amala set up the game." i told derrick.

some time passes.

we were all having fun and i suddenly heard a knock at the door, "i got it" i said as i get up and walk up to the door revealing a tired pizza worker delivering my food, i take the pizza box and give the worker a simple "have a nice day" before i shut the door.

BILLIE

i eat my pizza as i hear derrick and damon laughing, nia and taurus still being knocked out and me josh and amala just chilling out on the couch as derrick and damon pretty much did their own thing.

as im still laying against josh's chest he starts to speak and i feel his voice vibration just from where my head is set. "baby where you wanna go for our anniversary?" josh rasped, still tired.

"anywhere as long as you're there with me." i mumbled when he pulled me in closer to his body and kissed my forehead.

later then when i was speaking to amala, damon and derrick i feel a hand slip inside of my pants under the blanket i have covering me. hell no. not now.

i start getting nervous as i excuse myself, "will you guys just excuse me." i asked weirdly. they nod as i walk into me and josh's room and josh later then follows me.  jesus.

i close the door behind us as i turn back to josh who had a devious grin across his face. "what are you smiling about, out here tryna fuck me in front of my damn friends under a set of blankets." i laugh.

he says nothing but walks up towards me, hovering over me as i back up into the door, him placing one hand on my waist and the other on the back of my neck as he pulls me, flush onto his body for a passionate kiss.

i felt it getting hotter and hotter by the second in the room we were in, why is this man so affection hungry every damn day?

i take in a sharp yet light gasp once josh starts suctioning my neck with his lips leaving dark spots there marking me. this bitch.

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soon josh backs away after several kisses. "take it off" he says breathing harsh while looking at my pants as he sat down, looking at me remove my bottoms.

as soon as my bottoms are off, josh then stands up picking me up and having me on his shoulder while smacking my ass, me wincing. 

josh backs me up into the wall, pinning me, making sure my bottom part of my body is facing his facial area, and josh just painted a smile on his face by the sight.

i was actually fucking scared, this man has a strong ass mouth.

"be gentle ple-" i get cut off by a gasp when josh dove in, me immediately gripping his curls and biting my lip so nobody would hear me.

he started slipping his tongue inside of me, stroking it as i tried holding in my moans, this asshole.

he went even faster with his tongue as he had his hands harshly wrapped around my thighs, gripping them as he roughly ate me out.

i was trying so hard to hold in my moans, but it was so difficult, to the point i just let out silent whimpers and gasps.

i was so close to my climax and i could tell he could tell because he started gently rubbing my center, making it harder to hold in my moans.

i let out a silent cry as i hit my climax, my legs shivering as if i was wearing no clothes in a blizzard.

he then stuck his fingers in, noticing me trying so hard to not moan.

"keep quiet baby, you wouldn't want them to hear how much of a hoe you are for me." he smirks right as i came all over his nose and lips.

he then wipes it off in one hand, licking it as he sets me down, my legs wobbly.

"you mad at me now?" josh says as i just stare at the juices left on his mustache. i just nod.