I want her here with me.
I want to hold her so tightly to me until we become one.
The world has labeled us in so many ways,
Tells us that we are a mistake,
But I would give anything to be her biggest, most beloved mistake.
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Today is Eddie's birthday so I have to prepare as best I can even if I'm not in the mood so much.
I'm seeing her again today.
But I have to be strong. I made a choice a while ago and I'm going to stick to it because I don't want to cause trouble for anyone.
Shit. I forgot. I got my ticket to LA but without actually knowing where to stay.
"Are you ready?" Ag asks me from my room since I have been in the bathroom for a good hour. When I am absorbed in my thoughts I don't pay attention to time.
"Yes" I answer her by finishing my makeup and walking out of the bathroom.
"Wow you look great," she tells me with a grin. Indeed I was. I opted for a very tight little black dress for the party tonight.
"Aw thank you" I give her a kiss on the cheek and when I pull away I feel her hand pull on my wrist so that I get close to her again. She kisses me passionately rubbing her hands on my butt.
I pull away from her one more time, "Not now we have a plane in a little while," I tell her but she pulls me back to herself. I push her away just a little harder.
"Christ calm down, what? Are you on your period by any chance? You're so annoying," she growls at me. Fuck sometimes I think I'm dating a guy with toxic masculinity.
"Look, I don't want to be late and I'm not in the mood so..." I tell her as I put the last few things in my duffle bag.
You never are , I hear her mutter.
I take a deep breath and turn back to her. I sit on her lap and give her a kiss in the lips apologizing.
"I'm sorry," I whisper on her lips, "I don't know what's wrong with me, it's all my fault," I tell her.
Ag gives me a kiss on the lips, "At least we agree on something," she smiles at me, grabs me by the hips and gets me off her legs. "I'll wait for you in the car," she warns me before leaving my room.
I am almost surprised by her response but I don't pay much attention to it. She has always been an arrogant person but that's okay.
I send a message to Eddie asking him if he knew where we could sleep, and he replies that they would all sleep over so there was no problem.
Well there is a problem, and she is blonde with light eyes and soft lips. Only she's not a problem, she's a catastrophe.
ANNA'S POV
"So this green or this red?"
I was in Emma's room and she was just showing me all the clothes she kept in her closet. But I wasn't paying attention to her at all. My thoughts were on something else or even worse, someone else. I was flipping through the pictures I had in the gallery and a picture of me and Eva popped up. Damn how beautiful she looks when she smiles.
"Hey! Earth to Anna" Emma waves her hand in front of my face bringing me back down to earth.
"Huh? Sorry, my mind was elsewhere," I tell her throwing the phone on the bed. But Emma picks it up and sees what was on the screen.
"I see it," Emma replies and sits beside me on the bed. "Are you worried that you will see her again tonight? Didn't you agree to be friends?"
"What? No. I put my mental health before followers. I couldn't even get five minutes next to her and being with her all night it seems suicidal."
"Yes but-"
"That's enough. I don't want to talk about it anymore." I answer her sharply. I'm sorry for having this shitty attitude but I can't help it.
"That's okay," Emma takes my face in her hands, "But that doesn't mean you and I don't have to have a good night." She winks at me and I smile at her. Emma is the only person who really understood me; I don't know what I would do without her.
I give her a kiss on the cheek and she jumps on top of me, hugging me. I don't like physical contact that much, but from her I can accept it. I adore her.
In the evening at the party..
"Shit, it's huge." Cooper exclaims through the car window as he admires the large mansion Eddie rented for his birthday.
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"It must have cost him a lot," Sab adds.
Emma looks around and already sees boys throwing up at the entrance, "Well if the night is going to be like this I guess he won't have to pay just the rent-", she doesn't even finish the sentence that a boy is thrown out of the window destroying it. "Here we are."
We arrive at the parking lot and we all get out of the car. Jersey and I haven't uttered a word so I grab her by the arm and pull her away from the others.
"What? What do you want?" she tells me as she breaks free from my grip.
"Look I'm sorry if I wasn't very nice to you but it's not a great time," I tell her clearly.
"It's always a bad time with you. But I know you by now so I don't pay that much attention to it." she takes my hands and kisses my lips. "So why don't we go inside and see who gets fucked the most?"
"Wait what?" I pull away from her not understanding what she meant. "What do you mean?"
"Think of it as a bet: whoever fucks the most people tonight wins."
"Wins what?"
"She just wins. What's not enough for you? Or don't you want your little Eva to see you?"
Did she seriously mention her? She didn't have to. I grab Jersey by the neck and slam her against the car in the process of kissing her.
"Challenge accepted," I reply to her.
No one must think that I am still addicted to her. Better to look like a whore than weak.
So together with Jersey we enter the mansion where the others were waiting for us.