∆~My Psyco lover~∆

Part-23 ~Talk To Me~

"Mili" She heard Sumedh calling.

She fastened her speed but Sumedh caught her hand.

(Sumedh's pov)
I quickly went and caught her hand. She was trying hard to get off my grip. I know she's Strong but do u think more than me? Nope....

"Mili listen"

"Call me Mallika" She said in her stubborn voice.

"Listen to me.... I can't be so sweet but I feel guilty for....." I said but stopped, gulping down the saliva I stated,

"For what I did..."

"These words are just useless infront of the offensive ones, u said to me... I shall never forgive u Sumedh!" She said turning her face towards me.

I saw her eyes, those chocolatey orbs were hurt. I could see. But inside me, burned a fire of revenge but also a broken heart which was betrayed again by expecting love from another one who doesn't deserve my trust.
Does she even deserve to live?? Nah...

"Try to understand my situation too.... I'm also cheated!!" I said to her.

"That's not my matter Sumedh! U loved someone and also not knowing what's her character! That's completely ur fault.... I can't do anything but where was my fault? Couldn't u think if I was telling u something there must be any reason?!"

Her words were curt and like poisoned daggers on me.

"I feel guilty...." I said again.

I closed my eyes, feeling her arm in mine. I can't say sorry.... Idk how to cherish the word but this was first time I felt guilty. Even though I didn't feel it after killing ny step mother too.

"I don't expect sorry from u.... Just go"

I looked at her, my eyes wide to see, she understood my untold phrase.
I smiled mentally. But also couldn't let myself to trust anyone more.

"I know u r hurt cause u had trusted her for the sake of ur love. But Sumedh..."

She looked at me.... "Love is not easy, I haven't seen any struggles in my life but I guess u saw.... I don't want to know about u cause u r not comfortable. Despite of living the life of a princess also, I can say love Is not easy. My father showed me the harsh reality of this world first and then prepared me, my skills for the worst. The first note he gave me was love isn't easy. And if I talk about trust, ur own shadow too betrays u in the darkness."

Saying this she softly took away her arm from my grip and left from there. I liked her words. She was talking like an angel but I felt the same for Jess too then see what she had done to me.
I really feel guilty and embarrassed to hurt Mallika.

I followed her, idk why but I guess because of my guilt only I wasn't willing to leave her alone. She was offended by me afterall. Then I saw her stopped suddenly. She turned back at me.

"Sumedh just leave me alone!!!" She said and held my arm harshly, then jerking it away.

"Aah" I hissed, that arm was wounded. It gradually started to bleed. My eyes widened and I quickly hid it back.

Also I looked at her who was crying but silently. My heart ached. But why? I was not this weak for anyone else. Many girls came but I tried myself with Jess still I didn't feel this weak for her also.
"Mili.... Pls don't cry..."

"I had to hear many things 'bitch!', also I was said to ask sorry to a girl like Jess and not only this but also I was said that I deserved slaps from a stranger!!!" She said in a hurtful voice.

"Actually..." I tried to defend but she cut the words in between.

"Not a word Sumedh! I didn't want explanation from a stranger. I'm not hurt bcs I had to hear these words. No one said such words to me ever though I never expected that no one would say those in future..... But the thing is that why should u say this to me when I was right? Won't u listen to my words first? If I'm saying something that must have any reason??"

She said and her words had points. I should have thought of it but also how could I doubt my love? Her again and again saying the word 'stranger'  hurted me.

"Just go. I..." She said but stopped, "Wait, ur hand is bleeding!" she said shockingly.

I realized that she saw my wound. I feared if she gotta know anything!

"Show me!"

"No it's nothing much."

"Talk less!"

She took my hand forcefully and checked it for a while. A fear was raising in me continuously. After a couple of seconds I realized that her face paled some more.

"Wait a second, I'll wash ur wounds"

Saying this she took both of us to a near by park and we settled on a bench. She opened her bag a d took out a first aid box. Firstly she washed my blood with water and then applied medicines. I just adored her concern.

"The wound is deep. U should've consulted with a doctor. Moreover, u shouldn't keep such deep cuts...."
She said and leaned forward, I turned my gaze but noticed her intense gaze on me through the corner of my eyes.

"By anything sharp, open!" she continued and I looked at her instantly.

"Idk how it got cut that deeply" I said slowly.

"Trying to hurt someone, unknown of his/her potential can lead to these though...."

She said and I scoffed at her words,
"What?"

Sweat trickled down my forehead but she immediately changed her words.

"Nothing... Leave! Go to ur home"

"Can u walk a while with me...."
I requested to her. Actually I had lost my words to talk further.

"but our destinations are different" She said.

"still our way is same for some distance" I replied.

She shrugged her shoulders and agreed, "Sure..."

Our walk was deadly silent. It was going awkward for me though I was an introvert but idk what spirit pulled my tongue.

"Mili"

"What?"

"You are unexpectedly silent" I said.

"Sometimes silence conveys many words. U know right?!" She said.

"Hm..." I just hummed in reply....

Being an introvert, it was rough for me to start the conversation but ai badly wanted her to talk with me.....

Finally collecting some courage.....

"Talk to me" I said.
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Tbc.....

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