Family Remains

"For The Baby?"

"Ma'am?" A voice called out.

"Sir?" It called out again.

"Ma'am, please if you can hear me, make a sign," He said again.

I didn't recognize the voice, it was mysterious to me.

"I'm so sorry," He said. "I started to fall asleep and lost control, but don't worry, I called an ambulance."

I blacked out.

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Ashley, baby, please I need you to wake up.

Where was the voice coming from and why did it sound like Dean?

Where was I? It's all black and I can't really see anything. It starts to remind me of the time that I died and was "friends" with Death. I didn't like the memory but I couldn't get away from this one.

I heard our baby's heart beat today, the voice said.

He almost sounded heartbroken but so happy.

It sounded so pure and I couldn't help but smile. I need you to come back to me, I want you to hear the baby's heartbeat too, I know it would make you smile.

I didn't understand what was happening, why can't I move or say anything...or see him? I want to see him, it sounds so much like Dean. I want to see him and hear our baby's heartbeat.

Its been two days, come back already. Cas says there's nothing he can do and your powers aren't kicking in. You must be too weak for it to actually work.

I felt something grab my hand and hold it hesitantly before I was thrown into darkness once again. I didn't like the dark at all, I wanted out, and I wanted out, now.

Ashley, a new voice said. Its Sam, listen, you need to wake up. Dean isn't the same. I've never seen him like this and it worries me, and I miss you, too. I miss the banter between you and Dean and how you always find the bright side of things. Please, just come back to us.

Something warm pressed against my forehead and footsteps fading away told me that Sam left.

I don't know how long its been since whatever happened, but whatever it was, its tearing me apart and the ones that I love.

I could still only see darkness as if I was in a large cave with no way out. The only thing that was different was that since I first got here was that there were now cracks in the rocks. Light could be seen through the cracks and all I could do was pick and dig at them, trying to make it bigger. I might not know what will happen if I get this big enough but its something.

Ash, someone said.

Ohmygod, is that Jason?

Sissy? Why aren't you waking up? I miss you and I don't understand what's happening, but Sam and Dean told me that you're hurt really badly and the doctors can't do anything else to help you. Why can't they make you better? Isn't that what doctors are for? To make you better when you're sick?

I felt my heart shatter in a million little pieces as I heard Jason leave.

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I tried opening my eyes, but they felt heavy like weights. I tried harder and harder, not wanting to see darkness anymore. I wanted to see the light and see everyone that I love. I pull and forced them open until finally, after trying as hard as I've ever tried, my eyes opened just a crack.

A blinding white light forced me to squeeze my eyes shut again, after a few seconds, I tried again. This time the light wasn't as intense as the first time. I looked around the white room, curious as to where I was.