"hey hon! how's your work?" i ask while i still arranging my stuff here in my senate table.
"well i'm finely okay nanam how about you?" mark said while i still hearing that he's gasping.
i don't know but that sounds weird at all.
"mukhang pagod na pagod ka ata, what are you doing?" i asked and he was about to answer when i heard a girl groan in the other line that make my nerves awake. WHAT THE.
"hey mark who's that?!" i ask controling myself.
"that was....ohh mark where are you. your so good" mas lalo naman akong nanginig when i heard that the girl voice is papalapit sakanya
para bang namantig ang tenga ko sa narinig ko.
my tears start to fall immediately.
"lintek ka mark! tarantado ka" i shout before i ended the call. huli na nang mapansin kong lahat na ng tao dito ngayon ay nakatingin saakin
but i didn't bother myself to look at them instead i grab my bag and my paper before i ran to leave. hinayaan ko na ang mga kalat na nasa ibabaw ng lamesa ko.
i fucking want to cry but i still holding my tears right now dahil sinalubong ako ng mga media that's why i bow myself para di nila makita ang namumula kong mga mata
hinarangan naman ako ng mga guard para tuluyan na akong makapasok sa kotse ko.
ilang minuto rin ng makarating ako sa bahay, pababa palang ako when my tears began to fall na. hindi ko mailakad ang mga paa ko dahil nanghihina ako!! fuck you mark fuck you. walanghiya ka
i slowly twist the doorknob. then nagulat naman ako dahil andito ang tatlong anak ko, kaya sinalubong naman nila ako ng mga yakap nila
i wanted to cry, i wanted to shout, i wanted to kill him!!!
"hey mom did you cry" borgy said while he's cupping ny face
iniling ko lang ang ulo ko before i put my finger in my head acting like i'm freaking damn exhausted.
"did you know mom we prepare some food for you" Matthew uttered.
"don't worry mga anak kakainin ko yan mamaya pero for now can you let me rest? even in just for a while" i asked sounds like i'm begging.
"are you sure ma" panguusisa naman nila dahan dahan naman akong tumango before i bitterly nood my head.
and i was about to walk uptairs when borgy added a question, i raise my eyebrows.
"is there anything problem ma?" he asked, i panely smile and cup his face
"nothing anak" i said didn't wait their answered. dali dali naman akong nagtungo sa kwarto ko and i lock it.
then a smudges of tears immediately came out from me. umupo naman ako sa kama namin while i still caressing my forehead. hays.
marahan naman akong tumayo then i grab his maleta then grab all his thing and his everything here, hindi ko kayang tumira ng may kasamang manloloko.
a loud knock make me shock.
i slowly open it, then bumungad naman saakin si mark ngayon na may hawak na flowers.
i didn't speak, he smile. at may gana pa siyang ngumiti saakin. he was about to kiss my cheek when i slap him. "get the fuck off mark" i shout over my pain!
"what's your problem?" he normally asked, aba parang walang ginagawang kasalanan ah! ano yon in just one snap okay na kami.
"your the problem mark, ayoko na" i shout then binato ko naman sakanya ang maleta niya
"is that because of you heard earlier? imee come on. your being pathetic. wala yon that's nothing" he said then simply giggle. i slap him!
"nothing? are you hearing yourself? did you think paniniwalaan kita after i heard the groan of your girl" i cursed. he trying to hold my shoulder when i push him.
"i did everything mark!! what did i do wrong to make me feel this?" i still punching his chest habang patuloy parin ang pagpatak ng mga luha ko
he hug me, but i immediately parted.
"freaking 7yrs mark, so much fucking damn years i endure all your pain you brought me! but this time i will never let you again. because this time is the time that we need to end our relationship" i said then i push him pero mas malakas siya that's why he pinned me in the wall. darn it!!!
"mark ano ba!! ito ba ang habol mo sakanya, kaya mo ba ako niloko dahil magaling siya sa ganito?" i shout then dahan dahan niya naman akong binitawan and i think kusa na siyang aalis but i wasn't right dahil bigla niya akong tinulak sa kama that get my back hurt. shocks. FUCK!!!
"anong ginagawa mo?!" i shout while i still trying to push him pero sadyang mas malakas siya saakin.
i felt his hand start traveling in my body. he grab my blazer that make my chest showed up. hindi ko alam pero nanghihina na ako even kahit anong words walang kayang lumabas sa bibig ko. i manage to push him but i can't. only cry is the only thing that i can do now
he was about to kiss me when i finally kick his part that make him stood up. finally!!! hahablutin niyo ulit sana ako when i exhale and get my force and pulled up my self.
"BORGYYYY!!! MATTHEW!! MICHAEL"
"BORGYY!!!!!" i shout with all my force and mark was about to slap me when someone punch him and it's my son borgy while michael help me to fix my clothes that he grab a while ago. then matthew hug me.
tinayo naman nila ako i see how mark showering in his own blood.
"i'm sorry" he mouthed, i can't look at him because a frustrated and disappointed and disbelief feeling is all i can feel right now.
hindi ko alam mark. hindi ko na alam
"we let you to love our mom but that doesn't mean that we let you to hurt our mama! so kung may konsensiya ka pa umalis ka na dito dahil baka hindi lang yan ang abutin mo" borgy shout kaya dali dali namang lumabas si mark. then tumingin naman siya saakin na nagpayuko lang saakin while my tears are still continue falling.
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TEMPTATIONS OF US
Fanfictionbeing a loyal is choice, not by chance if you love each other, it means temptation cannot break the trust in between.
