so i'm in the middle of interview with ms. gladys and it's already commercial and about a minute we need to be ready for another take again and this time. the topic is "my childhood and my journey as a mom" ofcourse i'm still hesitant to talk about my journey and my life being a mother.
still, it's hurts me so much even though that's 4yrs ago. parang bago lang ang lahat saakin. tho i'm already moved on and accept the fact na baka ito talaga ang buhay ko.... ang ibuhos ang oras ko sa mga tao na nangangailangan ng tulong ko
life made me realized everything clearly, i learned so much lesson through my passing year. the past make me realize that i can be firm outside but yet sophisticated inside.
well i'm now happy for my milestone that i got for the past years. through the years of being lonely and martyr. i finally i got my freedom. i found myself being happy without anything. i've don't know i can be this happy again after what happen.
akala ko nung una wala na akong pag-asa kaya nilugmok ko ang sarili ko sa mga bagay na pwede kong ikamatay but the people that surrounds me help me to get back my real me. they help me to gain the real imee that i lost after what happen and now after the 4yrs of realizations i finally got back my confidence and my courage to do my job because this is the right thing to do and this is what i promise to my daugher..
yeah the baby that i miscarriage is a girl, irene gave me the gender anyway after i got out in hospital before.
- 3 2 1 TAKE!
then the camera record again, i professionally smile then sighed. i can't demand on gladys question because in the first place i accept their invitation even i know they can ask about my personal things in life.
"3 boys ano? sayang walang girl walang little imee" gladys asked.
"i had a girl pero talagang palagay ko talagang kapalaran narin eh. nakunan ako 8months" i can see a little bit shock on gladys face as i shared my moment. well ofcourse that's new for me to share what i really don't want to share.
"ohhh"
and i continue sharing my moments about my journey being a mom.
Oops! This image does not follow our content guidelines. To continue publishing, please remove it or upload a different image.
- then after i shared my moments on Philippine television i finally released my big sighed. hay finally even in a little bit detail i can share them the story of my daugher.
i bid my wave to all of them including gladys before i finally came out to their studio after i finally changed my clothes.
"maam saan po tayo" kua driver ask, i called my secretary to ask her if i have meetings at my schedule after the show and she said that i don't have any agenda after this so i think i'll visit my daugher now, this is the first time i will visit her.
