it's been a week after that and i can't blame myself for being oa, rod still can't give me assurance.
"uhm rod are you there" i tried to knock the door on our cr
"oo babe. did you want something" he ask.
"nothing i'm just checking you" i sighed after i walk towards on his bag to check something
isa isa ko namang chineck i can't see anything, wala naman akong dapat ikabahal hindi ba? because i have trust with rod. he loves me, i know he can't do what i'm thinking. paranoid lang siguro ako
wala na sila, tinapos na ni rod ang lahat between them so i don't need to overthink.
"breathe imee breathe, you have nothing to worry imee rod loves you" binalik ko na sa bag niya ang mga gamit niya and i was about to stood up when his phone rang
am i being silly for getting the privacy of my president? but i need this for my mind. for the peace that i wanted, especially for my assurance
agad ko namang kinuha. it's love again, i tried to open his phone because he have a password but even i tried to many times with our all special detail, I can't
what the fuck is going on.
nakita ko naman ang message ni love sa lockscreen niya but i can't read the full message dahil di ko ma open
love how's your day our bab-------
that's the only message i can saw on his lockscreen kaya naiinis naman akong binalik ang cellphone niya
what was that, may tinatago ka nanaman ba saakin rod
i took my phone and dial his secretary
- "yes ms. marcos" "is the president have a schedule right now" i ask
"wait ma'am let me check his schedule" "okay"
"so i check his schedule ma'am, his meeting for now has been move for the next week with ms. honeylet" agad namang nagpantig ang tenga ko ng marinig ko nanaman ang
honeyletche na yan!
"cancel that" "what ma'am" "i said cancel that. don't worry i have permission with the president"
"but i need to tell this to mr. president ma'am"
"don't" matigas na sagot ko
"but maam-" "no buts, cancel everything that related on miss honeylet. you understand" i didn't get any response
"sasagutin mo ako o mawawalan ka ng trabago ora mismo" i heard her sighed
"copy senator imee"
"and please don't tell this to the president or else you know what i can do. ayoko ding may makaalam nito. you heard me" she didn't speak
this secretary getting to my nerves already!
"gusto mo bang pumunta pa ako diyan" di ko na napigilan sumigaw
"oh ma'am i'm sorry, okay ma'am copy copy" i heard her voice being nervous
dapat lang kabahan sila lalo na yang honeylet na yan dahil di ako makakapayag na masira pa niya ang pamilyang matagal ko nang pinapangarap
i ended the call
"babe who's that, why are you shouting" napalingon naman ako then i saw rod with a half towel around his body.
i walk towards him, i hug him.
"nothing babe it just irene, she's making me asar again" i bite my lips. sorry bunso i need to use you this time
"i think kailangan kong kausapin si irene na bawas bawasan muna ang pangaasar sayo" he said i just softly laugh before i slightly slap his arm
sa totoo lang kinakabahan ako ngayon baka talagang sabihin niya yon kay irene at magulat nalang itong si eneri
"no need babe, we're just having a good time" i said he nood then he cupped my face
"but always taking care of yourself babe, you know that i wasn't here all the time. i can't look after you so you need to be careful" he said while slightly pinching my cheeks. i smile
"yeah babe, i'm always taking care of myself"
"anyway babe may meeting ka ba ngayon" tanong ko, napatigil naman siya sa pagmasahe sa pisngi ko before he hug me, i heard his sighed
"yes" he said, i frowned my head
"with who" tanong ko
"with mr. james and mr. John remember the congressman of ilo-ilo" he asked, i just nood.
"are you leaving already?" tanong ko dahil mukhang nagmamadali siya ngayong magsuot ng damit
"yes babe, mr. james keep calling me na nakakahiya if the president is late" oh you mean your love keeps calling you?
"nakakahiya nga" i said bago tuluyang lumakad palayo sakanya at hinintay nalang siya matapos
after he done preparing himself agad naman siyang lumapit saakin para halikan ako at yakapin para magpaalam
"did you eat your breakfast? sorry i can't eat with you nagutom na agad ako kanina eh" he just kiss my lips and smile.
"it's okay babe infact i'm still full sa labas nalang ako kakain" he said then kiss my forehead again at dali daling lumabas
di niya manlang hinintay ang sasabihin ko, sasabihin ko pa sana na i made that breakfast for him but he didn't wait me..nevermind.
i immediately took my phone again and dial irene number
"hi manang how are you? did you feel happy carrying a baby again for 4months. i saw your picture your baby bump isn't visible already halatang halata na" dire-diretso niya namang salita
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if i could say irene that i'm okay. i already did.
"uhm okay bunso, can i ask a quite serious question for a while" i ask
"what is it manang" tanong niya
"si rod kase" "why kua rod" nagaalalang tanong niya
"i think may babae siya, may nababalitaan ka ba sa mga balita about him? o baka may napapanood kang meeting na may kasama siyang babae? irene tell me please i'm desperate to know the truth. i want to know who's that fucking love" i can feel the tears keep running through my face
"manan--" i cut her
"irene i know you will scold me because i'm being selfish again but irene i didn't know what to do, i can't feel the assurance between me and rod" i press my hand to calm myself
"did you want me to go there" she ask, i sighed.
"yea but please take me out of here, ayoko muna dito i need to breathe" i heard her sighed before i ended the call and start finding some unusual things.
i check all of his clothes that he used last time and start smelling it pero wala naman akong naamoy na kakaiba
not until i saw a mini pad on his pocket with a pregnancy test,
