"Why choose me..?" [Quacknoblade angst story] (READ DESC) [Discontinued]

》Chapter 16《

Triggers: yelling, fighting, character death, mention of sexual moments, abusive sapnap

(Chapter is part of Alex's past before he met Technoblade, and a few moments are based off of nightmares I've been having-)

Quackity POV

It was quiet, a little too quiet, looking around for Sapnap, the one I thought loved me, I stumbled around, my wings were uneven, abused, scarred, burned, not very appealing to see.

Sapnap and Karl were the only ones I'd let even near my wings, but Karl wasn't here, with mo other option I had to go to Sapnap.

As I walked to Sapnap's quarters I felt a small sense of dread wash over me, I chose go ignore it and approached the room, silently entering as he looked at me.

"Alexis, what are you doing here?" He asked and I stood completely still, nervous of what he would do if I moved, he's always been abusive, it started off small with leaving small marks and apologizing on his knees the next day, eventually the apologies stopped, but the marks did not.

"Uhm.. Karl is out of town and.. You're the only one around I trust.. so I thought maybe.. if you had any free time, could you help me with my wings..?" I asked, shaking from pure nervousness as he grunted and got up, walking over to me.

I backed up against the wall as he stopped walking a few inches away from me, "turn around, I'll help you with your fucking precious ass wings" he said, slowly turning around to where my wings were facing him, I was now completely blind to what he was doing, and whatever he decided, I'd put up with it, because I loved him.

"God, what did you do, sleep with some random dude and they punished you for not being good enough? That's what it fuckin looks like" he said, disgusted by the way my wings looked, "answer me God damnit" he said and I turned my head slightly.

"You did it.. last night.. when you cane home from work and found out Karl had to leave for the week" I replied causing him to roll his eyes, "learn when a joke has been said. I know what I did last night, damn. You think I'm stupid and can't remember shit? Like you can't remember where you fucking belong?" He started raising his voice, causing me to cower down a bit.

He just scoffed, "can't stand up for yourself, and your my fiancé why??" He asked, obviously rhetorically and so I stayed silent.

"At least you know when to shut the fuck up, waste of space" he said and started messing with my wings, "it'd be better if you didn't have these things. What do you say? I can, you know.." he said getting closer to my ear, "cut them off, like your mother almost did" he whispered causing me to immediately start tearing up.

My entire body started shaking from fear as he turned away and walked over to his desk, I took this chance and quickly left the room, he was never like this before he became a royal guard under his best friend.

It'd be better if he went away, I'd have my Sapnap back, wait..

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I waited till the entire kingdom was asleep before I slipped out of the house, I'd been waiting on the couch since Sapnap went to sleep.

I silently approached the castle walls, I know all of the entrances and exits, thanks to Sapnap being a guard, I also know patrolling time.