Gull, I Can't Explain What I Feel

13th FEELS: *BEYOND LIMITS*

AIRA'S POV

 

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From: Guitar Guy

Wanna know my identity?

Tomorrow, see me at Vinity Gallery.

 

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Wala naman sigurong mawawala kung pupuntahan ko diba? Curious din ako kung sino siya eh. Kayo? Kilala niyo naba?

"Aira, eto na pala yung format nung school paper natin."—Izel

"Buti naman at tapos na bago ang School Fest, thanks Izel."

"Eonnie Mai, tapos na ba yung excerpt mo? Pakiprint narin ha? Kailangan kasi eh."

"Yup, ineencode ko na. no worries matatapos narin to maya-maya." Aligaga na kami dito. One week nalang. Pati sila bakla naghahabol narin sa mga activities nila.

Sa schoolpaper kasi, kami yung incharge sa system ng school, sa media at kung ano-ano pang may kinalaman sa kaganapan ng school. Mahirap b3h tapos makikipag-negotiate pa kami sa Guests at Sponsors namin.

"Eto yung sched ng interviews Aira."—eonnie Jessa.

"Okay, well done eonnie."

 

One more week sa pagpepepenitensya.

@Vinity Gallery

 

I was just amazed by the arts and statues here. It's like I've existed in the Renaissance Era. I can't help but to idolized who did this. But before that, I must find HIM.  I headed to the Music Room and heard the strumming of guitar with a warm voice...wait! the voice was so familiar to me. "Lay? Anong ginagawa mo dito?" ba't nandito siya? [Malay mo tumatae baklaXD] Shattap author!

"Ah—ehh.." natatae nga ba talaga si Zhang Yixing? XD

"Anong ah—eh?"

"Hindi mo alam kung bakit ako nandito?" huh? Pinagsasabi neto? Malay ko ba sa trip niya=_=

Napansin ata niyang clueless ako kaya pinatugtog niya yung gitara niya. Don't Go...yung pinarinig niya sakin non. Pero bakit? Kaso English version. Pinakinggan ko ng maigi yung lyrics at ting! Yung lyrics niya...yun yung mismong message nung si GG sakin.

Ibig bang sabihin.....

PROCESSING

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JONGINAAAA! SI LAY ANG AMA—-ESTE, SIYA YUNG GUITAR GUY!

OHMYGULAY! I kennat b3h! loyal ako kay Gramps! Lord, ilayo Niyo po sakin si Lay at baka papatulan ko to ng wala sa oras T__________________T

"How? How did you Lay?" I can't find the exact words.

"I dunno Aira, I just found myself reaching at you. I—I think I've fallen." I took a deep breathe.

"Alam ko namang walang kwenta tong confession ko sayo pero gusto ko lang malaman mo na gustong-gusto kita." Aww, Yixing... 

"I know I don't deserve this—-" I cut him off.

"Yes you deserve to be loved Yixing...but not by me. I don't want you to be hurt either kaya hindi na kita paasahin. Alam mo namang si Suho ang mahal ko diba? Ba't ka pa kasi nahulog? Masyado ba akong nakipaglandian sayo?" thanks God, nakapagsalita ako ng diretso at nagawa ko pang magpatawa.

"No Aira, it's my fault." He said with teary eyes. Omo! Lay is going to cry! Wag b3h!!!

"I'm so sorry Lay. I just see you as a friend...a special friend."

"It's okay. I know this will not going to work, is should've knew my boundaries." Note that prevention is better than cure. How could I remove the pain? [ANDRAMA=_=]

SILENCE

"The song really suits you. I was so desperate that I don't want you to go. I am selfish. Suho-hyung must be angry right now." Hindi ba siya aware na nakokonsensya ako? tsaka angry? Si suho? Ba't naman siya magagalit eh wala namang nararamdaman sakin yun. Tss!

"It's okay, It's love." LOL. Then I hugged him. He deserves this warm hugs though it's not enough.

"Promise me Aira...nothing will change. Arasseo?" I nod as an assurance.

No matter what, Zhang Yixing has a huge place in my heart.

Suddenly the door opened and I saw Suho. He was shocked upon seeing us hugging. Oo nga pala! Huhu! Eotteokke? Ba't kasi nagkataon pa? he walked-out and I ran after him. Ganto ba yung set-up namin? Ako na naghahabol kay Suho samantalang nandiyan naman si Lay para sakin. Tengene, hindi drama ang genre nito pero bakit ang  drama much?

Zhang Yixing MUST know from now on his limitations. ARRRGGGHHHH!

 

A/N: AWW</3 Ikaw bakla haba ng hair mo! Tabi baka maapakan! Ajujujuju!

Hindi ito drama=_=

~Dobae