♡︎ Frankie ♡︎
Of course Billie chose to get Taco Bell, this little girl loves her burritos. I decide that we should eat when we get to the view I wanna take her to but Billie is not very happy with that.
"Food p'ease Fwankie!" She begs, starting to raise her voice.
"Can you just hold on for 10 more minutes? Please?"
"But whyyy?" She whines.
"I'm taking you to see a pretty view and I wanna eat there" I ruin the surprise hoping she'll wait a few more minutes.
"Fine" she grumbles.
I saw someone post about this place on instagram and I knew I had to bring Billie to see it. Granted it's just a view of the sunset but the park is really pretty at night.
I find a decent place to park before getting Billie and our things out the car. Grabbing her bookbag, the food and a spare blanket I always keep in my car. We don't even make it fully in the park when I hear Billie gasp.
"Fwankie!! Yook'! Pwetty lights!!" She pointing to the lampposts surrounding the beautiful waterfall. I guide her towards the open grass field so we can sit and eat.
I quickly set out the blanket and Billie sits immediately, "look Bil, isn't the sky so pretty sure the sun goes down?" I cheer.
Her pretty blue eyes light up at the sight, the warm tones of orange, pink and purple reflecting in her eyes. The excitement was short lived though, "eat now?"
I chuckle shaking my head at her, "yes we can eat now sweet girl" I open the bag and hang her the burritos she's been dying for.
"Fank ou' momma" she says stuffing her mouth.
"Not too much in your mouth, you'll choke darling" I say trying to ignore the fluttering happening in my stomach.
I honestly feel like crying, I never thought that her calling me that would mean so much to me. I kiss her chubby cheeks before eating as well.
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This is a great way to end a night, I'm laying on my back with Billie cuddled up to me. She's basically on top of me suckling her new paci as run my fingers through her soft hair.
"Eek!!" Billie squeals rolling off of me.
"What's wrong?" I pop up onto my feet.
Her eyes fill with tears, "b-bug!" She holding up her arm. A small inch worm making it's way up her small arm.
"Bil, it's just a little inch worm. It won't hurt you" I carefully move closer to her.
Sticking out my index finger, I left the inch worm crawl onto my finger. "Look, see it doesn't do anything."
Billie cowers away, "make it go 'way" her hands firmly over her eyes.
"Okay okay" I walk a few feet away, placing it on the ground. "It's gone now okay?"
She slowly drops her hand from over her eyes, I put up my hand so she can see it's gone. Billie crashes into me, wrapping her arms around me.
"Let's go home, huh?" I soothingly rub her back. She nods into my side.
Gathering everything, I hold Billie's hand as we make our way back to the car. I toss everything in the trunk and open to back door for her.
"Biwie sit up fwont wif you?"
"I don't know, Bil, if something happens you'll get hurt and if you get hurt I'll never forgive myself" I sigh feeling bad for basically telling her no.
She lowers her head, "otay" she mumbles climbing into the backseat.
We make it home safely and I take Bil straight to the bathroom for her bath. After her I take a quick shower before we settle down for the night.
