♡︎ Frankie ♡︎
Ava drops us off, apologizing again for upsetting Billie. Which I don't blame her for, I told her that it's okay. I grab Billie's bag and carry the sleeping girl up to the apartment.
I kick off my shoes near the door and carry Billie to the couch. I would put her on the bed but we've been outside all day. Billie curls into a ball when I lay her down making it a little hard to get her shoes off. My struggles actually wakes her up.
"I'm sorry I woke you, darling" I frown when I see the pout on her lips.
She babbles and makes grabby hands at me.
"My little baby" I gush, cradling her in my lap. "Let's get you cleaned up and fed so we can relax for the night, hm?"
She reaches up to play with the curls dangling in my face, tugging a little. "Gentle, darling" I say softly.
Baby Billie is probably the most precious, she was all giggles while I gave her a bath and she happily ate the food I made her.
"You are just the sweetest little baby, aren't you!" I coo, tickling her tummy making her giggle.
Billie slips her thumb into her mouth, "no no, that's yucky baby" gently I move her hand and she releases her thumb. Her bottom lip wobbles as her big blue eyes gloss over. "Oh no, no tears honey. Hold on" I hold her on my hip with one arm while I get off the bed to grab her bag. Pulling out her paci, I rub the tip of it against her lips until she takes it into her mouth.
"There you go. You're okay" I hum bounce her a little to soothe and calm her.
We settle onto the bed, Billie cuddles up impossibly close to me, rubbing her face against my chest.
A/N: warning dry nursing (if u don't like it 🤷♀️)
Billie's hand finds it's way up my shirt, resting on my right breast. "What are you doing, silly girl?" I chuckle, gently pulling her hand from under my shirt which was not a good idea. Billie becomes fussy, whimpering around her pacifier. She lets her paci fall out of her mouth and starts to cry.
"Oh no tears, honey. You're okay" I mutter, swiping away her tears with the pad of my thumb.
"M-Mama" she hiccups, her cries growing louder.
"Mama's right here, darling. I'm here" at this point I decide to sit up, pulling the small girl onto my lap.
She manages to get her hand back up my shirt, grabbing at my bra. Billie puts her mouth onto my shirt, suckling gently.
Does she..
I pull her out away for one second, which does not make her happy. "Hold on, darling." I pull my shirt off, tossing it to the foot of the bed. Billie's cries start quiet as I push my bra straps off my shoulders.
♡︎ Billie ♡︎
Frankie's bra comes off and I feel my cheeks heat up, I peer up at her and she nods.
"Is this what you wanted, my fussy baby?" Frankie runs her fingers through my hair.
The big girl in me is so afraid that Frankie isn't really comfortable with this but little me just wants to feel closer to her. I latch onto Frankie's nipple before I get a chance to talk myself out of it. Relief instantly washes over me as my eyes flutter, I struggle to keep them open.
"It's okay angel, close your eyes" Frankie hums, gently caressing my face making me smile a little.
My suckling slowly coming to a stop as sleep begins to take over me.
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Sunlight peeks in through the curtains, making me groan. My face is laying on something soft but it's not a pillow. I pry my eyes open whimpering at the bright light in my face, when my eyes adjust I realize what I'm laying on.
I sit up quickly, moving away from Frankie. Her eyes spring open and she looks at me with worry on her face. My eyes sting, tears filling them, "I-I'm sorry I-I didn't mean to make y-you do that last night" I cry.
"Hey hey no, it's-" She reached out to touch me making me flinch and cower away. "I'm not upset about it" she says softly.
"R-really?" I sniffle, wiping my face with the back of my hand.
"Yeah, it's okay. It was unexpected but it was.. comforting" she shrugs.
"I haven't been that small since.. Celeste" I whisper, barely loud enough for her to hear.
"Did she.. let you?"
I nod hesitantly, "s-she thought I was trying to be s-sexual with her" I croak.
"Oh baby, c'mere" she sighs patting the space next to her. Frankie lays back down, pulling the blanket over her chest allowing me to rest my head on her. "I want you to know that I don't think about that kind of stuff with you, especially when you're little. Okay?" I nod, not really feeling like talking.
"And anytime you'd like to nurse just tell me okay? It doesn't make me uncomfortable and I see that's it's comforting for you" she kisses the crown of my head.
Frankie rubs small circle on my back, feeling myself start to slip I look up at her silently asking for permission as I pull the covers down.
"Go ahead, darling" she hums.
Frankie pushes stray hairs off my face as I latch onto her.
"My precious baby" Frankie sighs contentedly, I drift into blissful sleep once again.
A/N: this chapter was so cute to me, made me feel all fuzzy inside 🥰
