Evermore (Wildest dreams Book 2)

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Sara's POV

"Love... I'm sorry... Wala akong kasalanan.. I never cheated on you.. Please gising ka na.. don't leave me.. I beg you.. "

"Bong? is that you?" I asked myself when I heard those words from him.

Gusto kong magalit at itaboy siya pero wala akong magawa.

For some reason, naririnig ko lahat ng mga nagsasalita sa paligid ko pero wala akong lakas na sagutin sila.

I couldn't open my eyes either. It felt like I was trapped inside my body.

I have been hearing Bong speak to me several times.

Ewan ko ba, I'm not sure if it was because of the state I was in or talagang malungkot si Bong.

I heard everything he told me, kahit na yung tungkol sa room ni Baby M.

"Wait Baby M?.. Baby? How's my baby?.. No.. please"

I said to myself as I remembered my unborn child.

Sa totoo lang, I was okay kung hindi na ako magising. In fact, I loved the feeling of not being able to feel pain anymore.

Pero dahil sa baby ko, I decided to fight my body.

It felt like a bad dream that I needed to wake up from.

Kaya kahit halos wala na akong maramdamang lakas sa katawan ko, I tried to open my eyes.

"Inday, do it for your baby please wake up"

I told myself.

I tried so many times until finally, naramdaman ko na ang pagdilat ng mata ko.

It was so bright. Yung pakiramdam na para kang tumingin ng deretso sa araw.

I was really scared.

While I was slowly opening my eyes, I noticed na may nakatulog sa tabi ko holding my hand.

My vision was so blurry but I tried hard to recognize who it was. Then finally, I saw him.

It was Bong

He rested his face on the side of the bed as he looked so tired.

"Wait, ano yan?"

I said in my mind when I saw na magang maga ang kilay ni Bong. Ang laki ng pasa niya at kitang kita ito.

I slowly lifted my hand and reached out to him.

When my palm landed on his face, I started to move my thumb to caress his swollen eyebrow.

I honestly didn't know kung bakit ko ginawa yun. As far as I remember, si Bong ang may kasalanan kung bakit ako nasa ospital ngayon

For some reason, parang lahat ng galit ko sa kanya nawala as I was touching and caressing his face.

In the back of my mind, alam kong madami pa kaming pag uusapan but for now, I just did the first thing that came into my mind when I woke up and that was to touch Bong.

"Bong..." I called for him softly while touching his face.

When he heard me, parang siyang nagulat at napaupo ng maayos then he spoke.

"Love..thank God you're awake! sandali tatawag ako ng doktor.."

Tatayo na sana siya when I stopped him

"Later na Bong.. How's my baby?" Seryoso kong tanong sa kanya.

When he heard me, he looked me straight in the eyes.

Yung mga mata niya, mukhang pagod na pagod.. I can see pain in his eyes pero wala pa din akong naririnig na sagot.

So I asked again.

"Bong, kumusta ang baby ko? Please don't tell me.."

I said with my voice shaking.

Natatakot akong marinig ang sasabihin niya but I needed to know.

Lumapit si Bong and held my hand as he began to speak.

"Love.. alam ko nasaktan kita and I'm really sorry.. God knows na wala akong kasalanan.. I never cheated on you. Hindi kita masisisi kung galit ka pa sa akin ngayon..

But please.... Wag mo naman sana akong alisin agad sa buhay mo.. I'm not just Bong.. diba ako si Mahal mo?
At yung baby mo, diba baby ko din?

Bong said to me with the saddest tone as tears were forming in his eyes.

I promise I'll give you time to heal..Kahit murahin mo ako, saktan mo ako, I'll take it hwag niyo lang akong iwan ni baby.

Pero kung sakali mang ayaw mo na talaga, I'll set you free.. but I beg you..baka pwede, dahan dahan mo lang akong iwan.. ang sakit sakit na kasi love...parang di ko na kakayanin.. My body, my mind and my heart, pagod na pagod na."

From the way he looked that time, parang konti nalang bibigay na ang katawan niya.

Bigla akong nakaramdam ng awa para kay Bong. In my mind I was really angry about what happened.

But my heart is telling me to listen to him.

What should I do? Pagod na din akong masaktan. Our relationship was cursed from the very beginning.

Sabi nga nila, what goes around comes around. You'll lose them the way you got them. Is this Karma? Is it time to let this go?

Author: Mandatory song on the cover 🌹