Willing to You

CHAPTER TWENTY TWO

[LAEL SHAWN]

I suddenly woke up because of the thirst I was feeling and when I glanced the time on my phone, it read 2:27 am.

My left arm felt so sore na tila ba nadaganan ito nang napakatagal and when I looked at the other side of my bed, I found Umika lying there on her back.

Her mouth was slightly parted, ang kaniyang buhok ay nakasabog sa unan and her body was slightly turned on the other side.

I don't know but her calm breathing makes my heart pound. Napakaganda niya.

I caressed her cheek lightly and I chuckled quietly when her face suddenly contorted at the contact. So she hates being disturbed in her sleep, huh. Noted.

Watching Umika like this felt creepy but this sight to behold was something that one fool shouldn't be missed.

Hindi ko alam ang nangyari but suddenly I found myself leaning to catch her half-parted lips. It was supposed to be a peck only but I couldn't help myself when I kissed her lightly but fully.

5 seconds lang.

It felt wrong na hinahalikan ko siya nang hindi niya alam at walang consent. It was liked I was taking advantage on her. The thought punched me in the gut kaya naman agad akong humiwalay.

I was slightly panting from what I did, determined to shrug off my impulsiveness nang binalak ko nang tumayo to go for a cold shower ngunit napalingon ako sa aking braso nang may humawak dito. Nang tumingin akong muli sa direksyon ni Umika ay nakadilat na ito at nakatitig sa akin.

Her eyes were asking something. It was like it was begging to be recognized and heard.

"Lael Shawn..." her voice was raspy because of the sleep. I shifted my whole attention to her lovely face, drinking all those lovely brown orbs of her, her lovely nose, soft cheeks at ang kaniyang mamula-mulang labi dahil sa aking halik. Seeing her in my bed like this evoked an emotion within me that sent ripple effect to my groin.

I cleared my throat but my voice still came off husky.

"Yes, Love?"

She blew a shaky breath.

"I-I have something to say..." I held my hand before she could even finished her sentence. I put my pointed finger on her mouth to shush her but she was stubborn dahil umiling-iling ito.

I'm not ready to hear the truth yet. Hindi ko kayang marinig na ayaw na nila sa akin at iiwanan na nila ako.

She attempted na umahon mula sa kaniyang pagkakahiga to get my full attention dahil balak ko nang umalis.

She grabbed both of my shoulders and levelled her face to mine.

"Listen to me, Lael." She said determine this time.

Ako naman ang umiling-iling sa pagkakataong ito at bago niya pa muling mabuksan ang kanyang bibig upang umusap ay sinelyuhan ko na ito ng aking mga labi.

Noong una, she was attempting pa na humiwalay sa akin ngunit hindi ko siya pinayagan.

I pinned her down on the bed again. Her back on the mattress while we were kissing like life depended on it.

It was harsh at first dahil pinilit niyang nilalabanan na makawala upang makapagsalita but I did not let her.

I was panting when I parted from her for a short while.

"Not now, Umika. Please..." My voice broke and I could also feel the heat of my tears brimming.

Tila gulat ang mukha nito while she was looking at me. I couldn't blame her, this weakness that she has been seeing ay hindi ko rin alam kung saan nagmula. I couldn't shake off the fear.

The fear of being left behind again...

Her expression gone soft when she caressed my cheeks lightly at tumango ito.

This time, when I dived for another kiss, she was resisting no more. Every flick of our lips was soft and understanding. I lightly bit her bottom lip that made her moan. She grasped my hair when I sucked at her tongue.

When I looked at her again, her eyes looked glassy. She was panting but nonetheless beautiful.

Her eyes fluttered closed when I kissed her forehead. My lips linger habang iniisip na baka huli na iyon. I kissed her both cheeks, even the tip of her nose.

She was just watching me with her thoughtful expression.

I was about to get off of her when she suddenly grabbed my nape to kiss me again.

Her kisses were needy this time, and I equated it with the same ferocity. I felt her warm beneath me or was it the whole room?

She grasped my hair again when I kissed her throat and bit that sensitive flesh on her neck. She puffed a breath and moaned when I kissed the shell of her earlobes.

"Do you really want this?" I whispered to her while giving her a fluttering kisses.

I felt her nodding followed by her shaky, "yes..."

She groaned when I suddenly separated from her only to take off the shirt I was wearing. Her eyes roamed around my upper body, her hands reached out to my biceps and traced my muscles to my abs.

"It's yours." I said winking at her, bumalik muli ang tingin niya sa aking mga mata and I nodded in approval when her eyes looked questioningly.

"Now, stop touching me." She was about to say something when I kissed her again.

I was kissing her while my hands were reaching beneath the blouse she was wearing. I tore it apart when I got impatient with the buttons. Her groaned of protest vibrated on my mouth that sent a tingling sensation on my gear.

I unclasped her bra and threw it on the floor.

Sandali akong humiwalay upang tingnan siya when he took her hand in front of her chest to cover it but umiling-iling ako.

"You're beautiful, Love."

I can't believe that I couldn't remember this beautiful scene when we did it five years ago.

I dived in to kiss her peaks, giving each one equal attention in sucking it. Her eyes fluttered close, and her hands gripped my shoulder while she was restraining herself to moan louder.

I kissed her stomach, her navel until I went on the waist band of her jeans.

I popped open the button and peeled it off on her legs. Tumambad sa akin ang kaniyang makinis na binti and her sacred part na nakatago sa ilalim ng kaniyang lavender na panty. I chuckled when I remember the letter she gave me when we were in highschool, she wrote that lavender was her favourite color incase raw na maisipan kong bigyan siya ng regalo.

"Bakit ka natatawa?" I looked at her from my position and saw that she was blushing real hard kaya naman umiling-iling ako, taking that cute memory only for me.

I kissed her toes up to her thighs, when I took off her last clothing and I was about to kissed her when she grabbed my head kaya naman napatingin ako sa kaniya.

"L-Lael Shawn, w-wag kasi riyan...a-ano..nakakahiya pala..." she said while she was trying to squirm away from me but I grabbed her legs to set her still.

"Love, we did it already. Five years ago, right?" her face suddenly paled kaya naman ganoon na lamang ang pagtataka ko.

"Right?" I asked again when she did not answer but she nodded meekly afterwards.

I took her hand and kissed it. "Love, don't be shy. You're so beautiful. It is an honour for me to see you again. I'm sorry if I couldn't remember our first time." Her eyes brimmed with tears. I went up to level my face to hers and kissed her tears away.

Later on, she grabbed my jeans and boxers, feeling it off my body. I also shimmied out on my briefs. My proud member, in front of her cunt beneath looks surreal.

I looked at her eyes and she nodded at me. I inserted the head on her when she suddenly grabbed my face for a kiss after whispering.

"Fill me, Lael Shawn." And I did. I thrusted fully inside her but I felt something kaya naman nanlaki ang aking mga mata.

"You're a v-virgin? " She was crying while her lip's on me.