Willing to You

CHAPTER TWENTY THREE

[UMIKA]

I sobbed and whimpered when I felt him fully inside me as he thrust.

He stilled when he realized something. Nakita ko pa ang panlalaki ng mga mata nito at ang kapansin-pansin na gulat sa kanyang mukha.

"You're a v-virgin?" He asked and was about to withdrew ngunit sinampay ko ang aking binti sa kanyang balakang upang pigilan siya. That movement made him moved inside me again kaya naman napaigik ako sa hapdi yet pleasure that I felt. I was sure that I moaned too.

"L-Love, n-no." He said when he realized my intention to continue this but he wanted to stop kaya naman umiling-iling ako.

Inabot ko ang kanyang mukha and kissed him na sinuklian naman niya. He was still inside me; I could feel him filling my womb.

"Let's c-continue this, please." I said while I saw his protesting expression ay umiling-iling ako.

He sighed deeply na tila napigtal na ang kanyang pisi, he lay me down again and pinned my hands on the sheets.

He looked directly in my eyes, "Are you sure you want this?" I nodded and moved my feet on top of his waist to urge him to move.

I moaned when he went outside and inched again inside slowly. At first, my walls were still adjusting to his size while he was slowly moving; I could also see his pained expression na tila ba nagpipigil pa rin. I bucked my hips to meet his thrust to assure him that I was fine.

He held my lips with his and moved on his own pace. The pain that I was feeling earlier was replaced by a pleasure that was so foreign to me habang pabilis nang pabilis ang aming galaw. I met his thrusts while our lips and tongue battle on their own.

When his pace went on fast that made him hit that spot within me; I moaned louder but was muffled by his lips.

Ghad, ganito pala talaga kasarap yung luto ni Lord.

"L-Lael Shawn..." He kissed my throat and bit it lightly.

Sinandal niya ang kanyang noo sa aking basang balikat dahil sa pawis na pinagsasaluhan namin while still moving inside me. He was groaning and it was sexy as hell.

"It's okay, Love. Come for me." Nang bigla siyang umabante papasok ay muntik na akong mapahiyaw. It felt like I almost see the stars behind my lid because of the intensity of pleasure building on my womb.

I sobbed when I released ngunit siya ay patuloy pa ring bumabayo sa akin na hindi rin nagtagal ay huminto rin, that was when I felt him spilled his seeds on me.

He was panting habang nakasandal ang kanyang noo sa akin. I grasped his hair lightly pushing it away to see his face.

"Thank you, Love." He said and kissed me on the forehead. I just smiled and dozed off to sleep.

When I woke up that morning, tila ba hinahati sa dalawa ang aking katawan kaya naman napaingit ako. Last night was great, not just because we made-love but because of the thought that I gave my first to the man of my dreams.

Lael Shawn.

Napangiti ako sa aking napaisip at tila ang pag-inda sa kirot na nadarama ay nabalewala na.

Lumingon ako sa direksyon na hinihigaan ni Lael Shawn ngunit wala ito roon kaya naman kumabog ang puso ko.

Panaginip lang ba yun?

When I tried na bumangon ay napaigik akong muli sa kirot na sumagi sa akin, when I looked at the bedsheets, it sure has a drop of blood on it. Kapansin-pansin din ang malaking T-shirt na suot ko at isang boxer sa aking pambaba.