The Truth Beneath The Smile (Harry Styles)

Chapter 13

"Are we going to talk about this?" Harry asks as I put my empty glass down on to the table.

"I well... how....your here." I stammer before surprising both me and him as I crash my lips to his. He slightly stumbles back but quickly recovers moving his hands to hold my hips. His lips instantly part and I don't fail to push my tongue in. His warm tongue traces mine and the familar taste of mint I've missed so much ignites my mouth. I feel a slight burn in my stomach. All the nights I lay awake gazing up at the stars imagining what it would feel like to feel his lips just once more on mine where worth every second. I climb on to his lap compelety intoxicated by him. I rock my hips back and forth on him and his lips move to my neck. I move my hands up to pull his hair. A moan escapes my lips as I feel a miracle appear underneath me. He slightly pushes me back before he says "We really need to talk." His pink plump lips are slightly swollen and his hair is sticking up from are intense makeout session.

I climb of his lap. Feeling embarrassed at my sudden affection. We haven't seen each other in so long and I just through myself at him. I look around luckily to find no one staring. What the fuck is wrong with me? I stabbed Kevin, ran away to another country, decided to move to a different city because London is too expensive then I find the girl who ruined my life on the train to my new life, so I was going to jump of the train because everything in my past is eating me alive, then I'm saved by my ex- boyfriend that was always there for me. But I left him behind when I really should have stayed with him all along and I just snogged and grinded on him in public seriously I need fucking help.

"I'm sorry I shouldn't have done that." I put my head down on the table feeling like a complete and utter fool.

"I know, I'm hard to resist." He jokes and a beautiful sound escapes his lips.

I look up at him. He's smiling so deeply showing of his undeniably sexy dimples. Only he can make me smile when im going through hell.

"I've missed that smile." He says tucking a loose strand of hair behind my ear. I can feel my cheeks start to blush as he places a small kiss on my forehead.

"Do you want to talk about it now."

"No not really. Can we just forget about everything for now."

"Are you sure?" He questions.

"Yeah let's just start over." I respond. I no longer want to think about the past.

"Okay." he agrees. Then adding

"You do remember all the good memories though don't you. I mean I know that year was hell for both of us. But we did create some amazing memories too. Ones that I can never forget. You know when I think back to that time the good memories overlap the bad ones. He says with sincerity clear in his eyes."

"Avcourse I do. The good memories will always be there. But so will the bad. It's just that my life has had far more negatives than positives after that year things have only got worse for me. When I finally thought I was actually happy. My boyfriend turned on me and everything just came crashing back down. It's hard you know to go through so much I'm only human and I've had to deal with unspeakable things."

"I know babe. I really wanna get to know the real you again."

"The thing is I don't even know who the real me is anymore."

A tall man wearing a navy and white uniform. Clears his throat as he approaches are table.

"Miss, the police would like to talk to you when we get of the train."

"Why." My heart instantly drops.

"Well you not only put yourself in danger but everyone else on this train. What were you..."

"Shut the fuck up." Harry interrupts the man. "She's going through enough shit she doesn't need you or the police making her feel worse."

"I'm sorry sir but we have to follow certain procedures. Especially when our passengers are put at risk." He fiddles with the pen in his hands.

"Well no one was harmed so I..."

"It's ok" I assure Harry

"I don't mind talking to them. I completely understand." I tell the man.

"Okay as soon as we arrive the police will escort you to the station."

"Okay." I whisper as the man scurries off.

My mind is going haywire once again. What happens if Kevin told the police in L.A what happened. They could find me on the system and I could go down for life. Why is my life such a tragedy?

Harry wraps his arms around my body and whispers in my ear " Don't worry everything will be ok, I've missed you Rose. More than you will ever know." The pain in the pit of my stomach increases treamondsly making my cheeks flush. I don't know what to think about any of this. My head is banging from the last hour and a half and I can no longer think straight. I put my head on his broad shoulder and the daylight disappears into darkness.