My One and Only: Endeavor x Black Reader

Chapter Twenty-Six: Her Story

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"Hey. Are you awake?" I hear in my sleep.

"Y/N." I stir in my sleep.

"Can we talk?" I groan.

"Go back to bed. We have a flight in the morning." I whine.

"You can sleep on the plane. Please?" I remove my eye mask.

"You're serious?" I look as Enji was holding two mugs of coffee. He nods. I get out of bed. Enji hands over a mug. I follow him to the table in the suite family room. We sit down.

"Alright, why am I up at this hour?" I ask, taking a sip of coffee. It was exactly how I like it.

"Tell me about your pregnancy." I choke on my coffee.

"Why?" I ask.

"I want to know what it was like for you." "It was um cold. Very cold. There were some happy moments and small moments I was genuinely happy. It was terrible depression. I cried every day. Mostly nonstop. I had nightmares. It was lonely. I never liked the looks on my children's faces. Natsu became my doctor and care taker. He became possessive. He didn't want anyone around me. I didn't see my family and your parents until two years ago. When I started getting better.

Touya informed them the situation so they understood. Natsu force fed me. Dressed me. Monitored the bathroom whenever I showered. Whenever he needed a second opinion, he'd bring a senior doctor home. Every time I was hospitalized, he'd make sure we've taken the back way entrance to avoid any media and more stress. When I've given birth, my life ended. The twins' lives ended. That's when I needed a postpartum hysterectomy.

We were in the hospital for a month. When we were home two months later, we were completely healthy. The kids threw a celebration with gifts. Both our parents sent gifts as well. I developed postpartum depression. It was so bad. I cried for two years straight. On the first two years, I cried because I blamed myself for your departure. Then I cried because of my postpartum depression. I was still in love with you.

On the third year, I fell out of love with you. The fourth and fifth year, I began my healing journey. Finding my inner happiness. Making peace with everything. And during that process, I prioritized my children's mental health. But I missed the signs with Natsu." I explain then sigh. Enji was silent.

"I am so...sorry. If only I didn't ruin your birthday."

"I don't care about that. I don't care about any of that. Not my birthday, not when you left, not the calls, nothing. I truly don't want you around as our lives have been better without you. But since you're willing to be in the twin's lives, I cannot deprive you from it. That'll make me a bad mother. I already have enough on my plate as it is. Considering the fact that I ran away here with you when Natsu needs me the most."

"I watch you call him every morning and every night to check on him. Please don't think of yourself as a horrible mother. You're not." I finish my coffee.

"I'm going to make things right with you all. I bet my life on it." I get up and walk into the kitchen. I wash my mug. I walk back into the room and get into bed. Enji gets in a minute later. I feel as he kiss my neck.

"Please don't." I feel as Enji stop. He pulls me close. I move away.

"Unh-Uh. We're not on the affectionate level." I remind him. I get out of bed and start my shower. I come out a half an hour later. Enji was naked. He turns to me and smiles.

"Get in the shower." Was all I could say. I start to get dressed and pack. I was done my third suitcase when Enji got out. He was completely naked again. I look at him. I then stare at him. He smirks.