My One and Only: Endeavor x Black Reader

Chapter Forty-Three: The Awakened Ability

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I was sitting on the sofa with my family and our therapist.

"Welcome back Mrs. Todoroki. I-I'm sorry. I didn't mean to call you that." I smile.

"No it's okay. It has a nice ring to it."

"How are you feeling after recovery?"

"I feel good. Natsu keeps me on bed rest and make sure I'm in good health." Dr. Nolan nods and writes.

"And how are you feeling mentally?" I was silent for a minute. He looks up at me.

"It's okay." Enji whispers in my ear as he grips my thigh.

"S-Scared." I reply honestly.

"Why?"

"I have a fear that many more women will come after me. Come after my family. I don't care if I die, but I don't want them to hurt my children and granddaughter. The look in her eyes...haunts me. She was so far gone. I knew that was my ending. I just prayed the police would rescue the twins before she had a chance to get her hands on them. I just wish I had a premonition. I would've stayed home with them, ask his parents to come over or spend the night over there. Thankfully she's gone, but what about the next?"

"There won't be a next. I promise you that." Enji reminds me.

"Enji you can't be around 24/7."

"I can and I will. I retired to take care of you all once I atone for my mistakes."

"What do you think of Enji's relationship with Rei?"

"Out of all the relationships/flings I've witnessed growing up, this is the most dangerous one." Dr. Nolan writes.

"How do you feel about Rei?"

"I know she wanted to be loved but she went about it the wrong way. Enji and Natsu said her relationship with her mom wasn't great. She needed help and her own mother turned a blind eye." Dr. Nolan writes.

"Do you fear Rei?" I was quiet again.

"Yes."

"Even though she's dead?"

"She doesn't feel dead. She's haunting our family. She's mocking us even in death. I saw too many warnings signs from her before she tried to kill me. She's in all our dreams. She's in my head. Laughing. Belittling me. Dying as Mrs. Todoroki. Revealing her fake pregnancy. Following me as I drive my twins home. The thought of her running them over. Her stabbing me repeatedly. The dreams where she kills all of our children."

I feel Enji's thumb on my face. I touch my face to feel tears. I sniff.

"Don't cry mommy!" The twins were sitting on my lap and hug me. I hug them back. I feels good to hold them. Knowing they're still alive. I hear laughter echoing.

"Enji is mine!" I hear.

"No!" I scream out.

"He will never love you. He will never marry you!" The voice echoes.

"Stop!" I yell. I cover my ears. I hear the laugh again.

"I should've beared his children! Not some lowlife like you. You never loved him, I did! If only he could stop being so blind and fuckin see my love for him. I should have killed your kids when they were at my wedding! But my husband left me and so they left.

Why did I have to die and not you?! I've done nothing wrong! You mistreated Enji. You've kept your kids from him. You let the elders beat him up. You told him you never wanted to get married. Why do you get a happy ending and I don't?? Why couldn't he love me like he love you?"