Chapter Nine

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August POV : Still at Travis house

I walked into the living room to talk to Pharaoh.

"Pharaoh let me talk to you right quick Lil man." I said sitting on the floor by him.

"Wazzam"? He mumbled.

"You mad at me?"

"About what? Not being in My life? Cheating on my ma where you wasnt able to know about me? Or just not caring. Oh yeah I'm not mad at you August" he said sounding exaxtly like me.

"First I'm your father, not August. Second, My actions did lead to consequences and I apologize but your only 3 why are you so hung over this. Usually other kids would be happy about this."I said getting irritated.

"Why am I hung over this?!! From what I understand and its not much but I went 3 years without knowing my father. I went 3 years thinking he didn't want shit to do with me! I went a part of my life crying for a dad at night but guess what? HE NEVER CAME!! I'm a KID that needs a father but he wasnt there! I walked around the mall countless times and seen little boys with their dads and thought what would it be like if mine was around? I thought about having a dad all the time. I didn't wanna get close to Dezmin simply because of that fact he wasnt my dad! I wanted love from the person who blood was running through my veins! But I didn't cause he was selfish! I just want a dad and not one who's gonna leave!" Pharaoh said finally breaking down in tears.

My heart broke a little to be honest who knew a toddler could have all that balled up inside of them?

"Pharaoh I never really had my father in my life..but he knew about me. The thing is I never knew about you. If I did I would've been there from day one. You gotta believe me. I love you with everything in me just because your my son and no one can ever change that. Your exactly like me and I couldn't deny you even if I tried. I dont give a Fuck about what all my fans would say. I love you and that will never change. I will be in your life forever I promise" I told him softly.

"I love you daddy" he said hugging me.

"I love you too Pharaoh." I said hugging him back.

"Aww Lil bro finally grew the Fuck up." Travis said interrupting our moment.

"Shut up nigga!" Me and Pharaoh said at the same time.

"whelp no denying that he isn't your son or Dria's he act just like y'all mean asses." he said mugging us.

I love my son more than anything and that wing change anytime soon. And you can buhh'leee that.

-Day late. Better late than never.

-Driaa💯😍🎧🙌🏾🙌🏾👑👌🏾💸😁😈😈

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