Stargazing [Yeonjun x Reader]

XVI: Let me go

⚠️TRIGGER WARNING: ATTEMPTED SUICIDE ⚠️
⚠️DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE TO THIS TOPIC ⚠️

When the class was dismissed for the break, you left quickly to avoid TXT, because if they stuck to you for the whole break, the plan would fall apart.

Unluckily, TXT was faster.

They pounced on you just as you were leaving the classroom.

"Ye Seo, are you okay???" Huening Kai asked anxiously.

"You have no idea how worried we were when we heard that you didn't go home," Beomgyu said.

"Ye Seo, if you ever need someone to talk to, talk to us. We're your friends, right?" Soobin offered.

"Give her some air, idiots. She's upset." Yeonjun said to the others.

By the looks of it, Taehyun already left for the cafeteria, because he was nowhere in sight.

"Can y'all leave me alone?" You half said half yelled as you stalked away.

It hurt to leave your friends and boyfriend behind, but it was the only way.

The only way to make the world a better place.

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During that break, you didn't go to the cafeteria. You walked to the empty club room in the most deserted part of the school, which conveniently was the furthest from the classroom. When you got there, you plonked yourself down on one of the chairs. It was quiet, and the classroom was covered in dust.

Then you waited.

Once you were sure that break was over, you decided that it was time for the final act.

You pulled the bottle of sleeping pills from your pocket.

It was a tiny bottle, but that should be enough, right?

You poured out all of the pills and counted them.

12 in total.

"How long would it take for them to find me?" You wondered out loud.

You checked your watch for the last time. 5 minutes since break ended. That was definitely not enough time for them to find the notes, since you did hide them pretty well.

You smiled as you poured the pills back into the bottle and raised the bottle to your mouth, tilting it slightly while relishing the sound that the pills made when they hit each other.

"For the world to be a better place..." You whispered.

"I'm so sorry,

Perseus..."