Freezing - Unfreezing

17 | Reaching the ground

-WHAT?? NEVER SAID THAT

-Doesn't matter..
Hayley started walking away from Steve and he was walking behind her.

-Hayley, let's talk about it

-Talk about what?? I am a bitch, you want to fuck me, you don't like the idea of meeting like this... You are saying that you don't know what I think or feel you? sometimes.. and times LIKE THIS, I DONT KNOW EITHER

-where are you going???
Hayley asks.

-Am gonna play that game.. a real one.. not the game you think am playing with you.
Steve replies.

-Jennifer talked to  you, right,?

-I told you it doesn't matter who

-Do you really think I care that much about who told you.. whatever they told you anyways??
Where is the guy who told me that he wants to know the truth only from me??

-Thats exactly why am making this discussion..

-Discussion?? Is that really a discussion?

-The only thing I want, is to talk to me.. tell me what happened..

-Tell you what happened, WHEN?

-I don't know, you tell me.. There are so many things.... they say to me or I find out... that it really makes my mind insane..

-You should see how much it affects my mind too...
Hayley whispers.

-What?

-I don't wanna talk about anything that happened before.. if you wanna believe these things, do it.. you HAVE THE RIGHT

-I don't want to.. That's why I want you to tell me

-BUT I DONT

-Why are you avoiding all these? You prefer people to believe all these things for you either they are true or not? That's what you want??

-What do you want me to say???? You wanna talk about the moment I started hanging out with some guys I thought they were my friends,, you wanna talk about how they have threatened me for months?? You wanna talk about the day I was almost rapped by them?  Or you wanna talk about how my boyfriend rescued me of being raped  and died because I was afraid to go to the police by myself when I had to??? So try now being with me with knowing all these stuff! Try now thinking about your any move on me and being afraid of me or be scared of how I might be hurt!
I didn't want you to feel sorry about me!

-Do you really think that the only thing I want from you is... having sex.. or just having fun in places with you??

-I DONT KNOW WHAT PEOPLE WANT FROM ME ANYMORE

1You may not, But I know. I know exactly what I want from you. I have told you before .. I wanna get to know you.. Do you think am enjoying the way I made you speak out loud about all these things that happened to you? Am not at all.. now let me give you a hug.