Freezing - Unfreezing

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JASPER
It was midnight and I was laying in my bed when I heard footsteps out of my room running. Before I even turn my face to the door to leave my bed, someone is knocking my door faster and faster, louder and louder. I run to the door and open it immediately.
Hayley is standing outside full in tears with her hands shaking.

-Please , can I come in??!
She asks crying.I nod her and she gets in fast. I close the door behind her and she stays still, spinning or then she decides to make some steps right, some steps left. She couldn't decide which direction to go so I went close to her.

-What happened???
I ask her and keeps moving so I grab her hands and put them between my chest and hers.

-Look at me.
I say to her and she does. She doesn't say a word, she just continues to cry. I pull her in my arms to hug her and she continues cries in my arms. She is shaking as hell.

-Derek... we.. I... we agreed to kiss to not talk to my dad... and.. he went further... he.. he made me touch his... he....
Her voice was shaking as hell. And me? I was getting angrier and angrier with Derek.

-I will kill him!
I yell at her and run to open the door to find him but she grabs my wrist.

-Please Jasper!! Stay with me.. please.. I need you
She cries and I close back the door. I pull her in my arms and she continues cries. I've ever seen her like this.

-Can I stay here tonight?

-I wasn't supposed to let you leave from here. You are not going anywhere. He threatened you??

-He said it was just a kiss.. and he wouldn't talk..And I believed him! AM STUPID! I believed him! And I kissed him! And now.. he.. he wanted more than kiss.. and I .. and I couldn't... and I left... and now. he will talk with my dad for sure.

If I had Derek in front of me right now, I would destroy his face that much, that none of them would recognise him. But am glad that she made me stay here. I can't get out of control. She is the one that needs me. She is the one that deserves to be with her right now. Not him.
I will deal with him tomorrow.

-Let me make your bed.. I will put some blankets on the floor.
I say to her and she grabs the blankets from my hands.

-I will sleep on the floor.
I take them back from her hands and look at her.

-I wasn't asking you. You, in the bed. Now.
I point to the bed and she goes in. I put the blankets next to the bed.
I couldn't see her but I knew she was crying.

-If my dad find out about it...
She starts saying.

-Hey, I think you better talk to him first. Before Derek has the chance to.

-I will try talk to him in the morning...
We stop talking and I hear her trying to hide that she still cries. It hurts me badly when she cries. I stand up and go next to her on the bed.

-Hey? Everything is gonna be okay.
I hug her and she lays her face on my chest. She smells vanilla. We were hugging that long, that she slept on me. I couldn't sleep at all. I was just staring at her. She suddenly gets up.