Chasing After You (smut)

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summary: you and Bucky had been having one night stands, always leaving, never staying. When you began developing feelings, you broke one night. Bucky comes in to do it again, and you open up to him.

You sat on your bed, thinking about everything that had been happening recently. You sighed and rested your head in your hands. 

You knew it was late and you should be asleep, but you couldn't. You just watched the minutes tick by.

You heard your door open and looked over. Bucky walked inside, the door sliding shut behind him.

"What are you doing here?" You asked.

He ignored you as he began pacing around the room. You stayed silent, feeling anger radiating from him.

He eventually stopped pacing and glanced at you. He shrugged off his jacket and walked over to you.

"Tell me you hate me." He said.

You stared at him, confusion flashing across your face.

"What?" You asked.

"You know you want to.." He said, lifting your chin.

"I don't hate you." You said.

He narrowed his eyes at you. He placed his hands on either side of you and leaned in until your noses were mere inches apart.

"Then tell me you want me." He said, his voice just above a whisper.

You closed the distance between the two of you, kissing him for a few seconds. You pulled back to look at him. Bucky quickly gripped your face and reconnected your lips. You moaned against his lips, moving back as he moved forward.

He placed a knee on either side of your waist and leaned you back, not moving from your lips.

"Open your mouth." He commanded.

You obeyed and he forced his tongue in your mouth, kissing you deeply.

He pulled at your slip, pulling back from your lips to pull it over your head.

"Dirty girl." He rasped, taking in your naked body.

You kissed him again, blindly pulling at his shirt. He ripped it over his head and kissed your neck.

Without warning, he shoved two fingers in your entrance. You squealed in surprise. He kissed your lips, shoving his tongue back in your mouth.

He pulled away from you and slipped off his pants. He quickly pinned you down again and kissed you roughly. You met him with equal fever and gripped his shoulders.

He teased his cock at your entrance, before thrusting in. You threw your head back and moaned. Bucky grabbed your chin, claiming your mouth again.

You deepened the kiss as he gripped your throat. You moaned in his mouth and moved your hips in rhythm with his.

Bucky groaned and thrusted into you at a brutal pace. You could feel a second orgasm quickly building. You raked your nails down his back, marking him.

Within seconds, your orgasm washed over you. You came with a loud moan. Bucky came soon after you, collapsing on the bed next to you.

After catching your breath, Bucky leaned over and kissed you. He moved to stand, but you stopped him.

"Wait," You said.

He looked back at you, eyes searching your face.

"Stay with me?" You asked, your voice unsure.

You knew he would leave, but you still tried.

To your complete surprise, he nodded and laid back next to you. He seemed nervous as well.

Bucky wrapped his arms around you and pulled you into his toned chest. You embraced him and rested your head against his shoulder.

You breathed in his intoxicating scent, treasuring this rare moment. Bucky held you tighter, yet carefully as if you were made of glass.

He kissed your forehead and rested his head against yours. You closed your eyes as your mind drifted to the inevitable.

"What are you thinking about?" He asked.

You stayed silent, trying to quiet your thoughts. Bucky pressed his lips to your forehead again.

"Tell me you're mine." He whispered.

"I'm yours, Buck." You whispered.

You heard him sigh quietly.

"You don't want me." He said.

"What?" You asked.

"The life I'm chasing, there's no room for you." He said.

You clenched your jaw.

"Stop doing that." You said, sitting up to glare at him.

He furrowed his eyebrows in confusion.

"You're pushing me away!" You said.

"For a good reason." He replied flatly.

"I just... I just want to be with you. I know you won't allow me to, but it's all I want from you." You admitted quietly, staring down at your hands.

You felt tears prick at your eyes.

"I can't keep doing this. All this unknown. You're all I've ever wanted, yet I can't have you." You said.

You stood up and grabbed your clothes. You slipped them on and shook your head.

"Please don't be here when I get back." You said.

"Where are you going?" Bucky asked.

"I don't know." You said.

He stood up and walked towards you.

"If you want me, don't leave." He said.

"You're one to talk." You said.

Bucky pressed you against the wall and hovered over your lips.

"Stay." He said.

"Why? So we can just keep doing this?" You snapped.

"Tell me you're mine and you'll have me." He said.

You glared up at him, searching his eyes. You relaxed your eyes when you only found unease in his.

"You're serious?" You asked softly.

He stayed silent. You leaned up and kissed him.

"I'm yours." You whispered against his lips.

He pinned you against the wall and kissed you deeply. You moaned and opened up to him.

He picked you up and carried you over to the bed. He threw you down and trailed his eyes over your body. You smirked up at him.

"Round 2?" You said.

Bucky kissed you again, his member pressing against your thigh.

"I'll take that as a yes." You murmured against his lips.

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