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Kabanata 14

Kabanata 14

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"Stop it, please."I whispered between his kisses, my mind was clouded and I couldn't think straight.

I hate what's happening. Grabe ang epekto na ginagawa ni Alev sa akin at aaminin ko gusto ko pero natatakot ako sa mga posibleng mangyayari kung magpapatuloy pa ito kaya sa lalong madaling panahon titigilan ko na ang umuusbong dito sa puso ko.

Takot ako sa mga posibilidad na hindi ko alam kung kaya ko nga bang harapin.

He never listen to my pleads and I was almost lost on my thoughts.

"Alev, stop..."I pleaded this time more encouraged.

"Yes, we will stop, Ali, just one last kiss and it's done."wika niya at hinawakan ang dalawa kong braso at pinatong iyon sa kaniyang balikat hanggang sa unti unti kong naramdaman ang malambot niyang labi na lumapat sa labi ko.

That soft lips will kill me alive.

Minutes after our tongue battles he stopped, looking straight into my eyes as if watching the most precious star in the whole galaxy.

I was freeze on my position when our eyes met once again, and I felt it, how our hearts synchronized from that one stare.

Tila ba ay may sariling utak ng aking kamay na humaplos sa kaniyang makinis na pisngi. Who would ever imagine that I will get too close to this goddess?

"This isn't a dream, right?"my lips purse.

"No, it wasn't and it will never be a dream. You are the dream, Ali, you are every man's dream you are not the one dreaming."he whispered in my ears and he arrange his position.

Umupo kaming dalawa sa sasakyan at siya naman ay kampanteng nakahubad baro lang samantalang parang nasunog na ang pisngi ko dahil sa kahihiyan. How could this God can make me feel so hot?

"Uh, I don't know if it is a complain or a sarcasm."I uttered delusionally.

"Well, you could, both."he chuckled lightly, resting his arms on the backrest down to my shoulders."But, Yes, it's a complain and it's not a lie, Ali."

"O-okay."

Silence consumed the whole car and I felt that extreme awkwardness between the both of us.

Talaga ngang life is unpredictable.

Everything seems so imposible. May mga bagay pala na akala natin ay hindi mangyayari sa totoong buhay o hindi natin mararanasan pero iba ang tadhana. Yung akala mong imposible ay nagiging posible.

At, May mga bagay na akala mo ay posible yun pala imposibleng mangyari sa totoong buhay.

May mga expectations na akala natin totoo pero tayo lang pala yung nagkamali. The every ounce of sweat we spent for that person, sometimes is worthless. Even how vulnerable you were to that person, even how contented you were, even how much you cared for that person it will just waste your tears, sweat, and patience.

Because, sometimes if you gave much more attention to that person the bigger the possibilities you'll feel the extreme pain.

Kapag magmahal tayo dapat may mga limitasyon. May mga pangamba. Hindi kasi pwedeng kampante na tayo kapag nasa sa atin na yung hiniling nating pag-ibig dahil minsan yung akala mong siya na yun pala ay hindi pa. Yung akala mo andoon ka na pero wala pa. We need to doubt every desicion we make because possibilities to fail is always there.

Possibilities to get hurt is always in the process and we can't stop nor we could fight it. We could fight and continue for what we know is right.

"How could I say thank to you, Ali."after a second I hear Alev asked.