1:15
Jeez! Let me tell you. I closed early after work and walked with Luigi halfway to his house and walke to CVS to buy laundry detergent and juice for the house because sissy asked yesterday and I didn't bring my wallet that time. After walking to the bus stop I met a nice guy named Trent, gave me his number to call him in the morning. He's 20, Caucasian, had green long curly hair, a red and black collar, white t-shirt with a black denim jacket, 2 belts, black panys and a grey blue backpack. He had a little facial hair and some jewelry. He asked for directions to his house and during that little convo I missed the 2nd bus. We decided to go together because he had to take the same bus anyway. I was still on a call with Matt but soon hung up to convers. Around 15 minutes into talking a bug eyed man walked up to Trent and tried to touch him. I grabbed this man's hand and stood up asking him if he was okay, he then grabbed my wrist really hard and twisted my arm a little but I resisted. I asked him if he was in trouble or if he need help with anything. He then told me to shut the fuck up and I laughed at him. He didn't like that. Trent removed himself from the two of us when this man (lets call him Joe) chocked me. It was only with one hand so nothing serious. I went kinda crazy and told him to do it. "I wanna die anyway, I've been waiting so what are you gonna do!" Joe backed off and went his own way for around 8- 10 minutes then he came back still trying to intimidate me. With one hand behind his back he said, "so you're not afraid of me, what are you not afraid. Are you a clown, you stupid?" I stared him down and blankly said, "I'm not afraid of anyone, life is about experience and if Its a bad one then so be it" his demeanor softened up and he approached me as if we were brothers. Me not wanting anything to do with him took a few steps back towards Trent. Joe continued to try and talk to me going as far as to take the same bus and sit across from me. I alerted the bus driver before I got on completely that Joe was violent and to watch him. He got off at the same stop that I got off me and Trent but averted his attention to a lady who was sitting by herself I stood nearby to watch just in case I needed to step in to help the lady. I ended up sending Trent home on a lift because his house was 5 hours away. I just got off the bus at Nubian station and I am walking to my house right now. I asked sissy to put the house key in the mailbox because again, I still cannot find my keys. What a nice way to start July.
1:40
I just dropped my phone face flat down on the ground. And now I have to pee really bad. And also my vape died.
I told myself that today I was only going to drink water, but I had to Oreo slushes and I had a chocolate cocoa cream wow. I put like the chocolate syrup inside. Since it's the first of July and my birthday is coming soon I'm not going to eat any food solids or consume any calories until my birthday. I do these things with food to myself, only who Force restraint and control over myself.
2:03
I'm finally home. I told Todd about the situation and then he called me, I appreciate how concerned he was. He sounded so tired, so sexy.
When I got home everyone was asleep. I think someone closed my window because I don't remeber shutting it this morning. I also swept when I got back and I've re-applying to St George University.
I just wanna cuddle with my cat and sleep BUT SHE WONT COME ON MY BED!
Oh Trent has two cats. His life seems interesting. He was telling me about himself, he has three brothers and one sister, his mother and father had him at 17 and 18, he told me that he has bipolar disorder and a few other mental issues. He also said that he used to be a drug addict, and that he's overdosed six times. I think I can learn a lot from him he seems useful.
2:17
Good night
12:33
I woke up around 11:30, swept my room and changed both ZeeZee and Stromboli's (sissy cat) litter. I'm sitting now with Layne and I'm dressed ready for work. I'm not gonna shower this morning but I might when I come back home tonight. On my car rid to work ill call Trent.
13:47
I'm currently sitting in layne's room eating gummies. I know I said I wouldn't eat anything but gummies should be fine right. I think things are weird between me and them. We act differently toward each other.
I called Trent and told him that he can repay me back with ice-cream. I was just thinking. I should start promoting that. Have people give me ice-cream and I do things and help them out. My rids here, I'm gonna finish applying for collages online in the car.
19:05
I work with Luigi and some new chick named Charlotte. I saw TQ today and he didnt seem mad at me. That's a good thing.
I was going to decorate kft in waltham so that it's all nice for the 1st of this month. I thought June went to the 31st but I was wrong wrong. Since I don't work tomorrow I'm going to do that tonight. Probably around 9 or 10 I'm gonna get the stuff for it. There's like a family dollar near me. I just checked and it closes
2:30 7/3/22
The rest of July 1st was kinda nuts. Near the end of the day I made $600 in sales with just me and the two trainees in 1 hour. It was really hectic and I feel like I do not get recognized for the hard work that I put into working at Kung Fu tea. I don't really stress it because life is all about experiences, and if it is my line to experience a chaotic and inhumane situation then so be it.
