12:09 Sunday
I'm working in waltham today. I wasn't supposed to but TQ didn't show up. I came in early to finish whatever money count was from yesterday restocked and prepared the front hopping that TQ would show up. All he would have to do was make the tea and the bubbles. Luigi came in first, he was late. I had him work the kitchen only because I didn't want to squeeze the lemon and grapefruit, I had already squeezed the oranges. Leora (new employee) came 2nd, she was also late.
When Todd came in there was something different, it was different from when we're in The car alone or in natick working together. The time his presents seemed dangerous. Man I wanna tell him everything, again. I already told him twice how I felt, both times he didn't say that he was uncomfortable nor did he draw a line. We do and say a lot of things that are deemed inappropriate for work. The 2nd time I told him, he said that he would just keep it In mind. Anyway. He has a gr so I'm just glad to know him and laugh with him. Did I say that he got a hair cut and now he looks like a pop star.
I'm worried about TQ. More so a little stressed about how he feels about me know. I kinda fucked him over a few times with not showing up to work.
16:45
Luigi left and Abby (coworker from the beginning, has a sister named Wendy that I don't like) came. I texted Todd and told him that we should go roller skating next Sunday. I had plans with Matt to eat at a restaurant but I got stuck here.
Sometimes I wonder if my coworkers are stupid or if they are just playing with me.
17:49
I just got a call from a friend of Jodie (**my ex from ohio**) they said that I was cute and they wanted to get to know me. I broke up with Jodie because of the distance so I don't know what this person AJ (the one who called) wants from me. I don't have time for Ohio and it's unfortunate. I've been having a lot of relationship issues lately. I wanna talk about my relationship issues with Todd and mention him in there too. You see, I told him that I didn't like him but I do, I'm just waiting for him to like me which he never will so It's one sided love.
19:21
Michael (frequint customer) came today. I sat down with him and we talked about cats and school, he showed me his highschool photo and man. He was kinda hot. Okay I probably sound like a hoe but I used to like Michael, well I was starting to like him. I never actually did, at least not like that you know. They should make a passionfruit lemonade.
20:25
I left work around 10 minutes ago. The lyft driver who came to pick me up was across the street and said that she didn't know where kft (my job) was and tried to leave. Stupid.
I've decided to go out tonight with Matt. I don't get to change out of my work clothes tho, and I'm broke. I didn't even bring my wallet. We're going to legacy place in Dedham, I'm just gonna watch him eat, I ate too much today anyway.
I struggle with my weight. I'm not fat or anything I just feel that way and I also have tummy issues sometimes. Today I ate 5 Macaroons, passionfruit lemonade, hot Almond Thai tea. That should be enough for the night but knowing me I'll probably eat more.
My phones on 12%
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