00:40, Thursday
Yesterday at around 12 Ricky, my roomats cat, gave birth to 3 kittens. I now have a cat, Maine Coon from Russia, her name is Zephira or ZeeZee for short. She is 6 months since yesterday. Ive decided to name the new kitten Kaphrai or lil'K for short. There are now 6 cats in the house and were not even supposed to have the 3.
Yesterday night was kinda crazy, I was gonna get drunk and go all out until I got a call from my godfather (Jay) telling me that he need to talk to me in person, I ran out the house a little tipsy and missed the first bus to his house. I met an elderly woman named Pauline 60 years old and I gave her a belt because her pants were falling. I watched her stuff and helped her back to her home. We exchanged information but I hope we don't stay in touch. She reminds me of one of my old abusers, Aunty Paula. Because of helping this lovely woman I was late to see Jay so I ran all the way to his house from my last stop. It wasn't that far. I found out that he has cancer in his kidneys and the other Jay, his cousin, died last Sunday. Me and Jay#2 were kinda close. I always respected him and enjoyed his company. It kinda sucks that I can't just sit and be in his space anymore. I'm not too worked up about the situations cuz that's life. Today at 1-3 I the funeral then I have work.
There are new people working now, Matthew at natick and Charlotte plus two others at waltham. I'm actually gonna try to become a manager at this job. It's gonna be hard but I really wanna try. I think TQ (A-manager) hates me. I no-call-no-show on a lot of shifts when I have to work with him. I didn't realize I was doing it 99% of the time we were supposed to work together. Me and Todd (manager/boss) have become... I'd say good friends. I still like like him even tho I told him that I didn't. He got a hair cut and it's driving me nuts. We watch South park after work when he drives me and we laugh at inside joke and immature comments. The other day he was holding two eggs and I thought he pulled his dick out. That was a good laugh. I keep giving him hints that I would fuck him, I'm not sure if he's getting the message. As long as he knows. I'm going to apply to st George university tonight and maybe boston university.
I've lost some weight because I don't really eat anymore, today I had one tub of ice-cream and Roman. I'll drink water when I'm done with this. I weigh 134lb now.
I've been thinking about my life and where I'm really heading in 4 months. I should change my name, get my license and start collage but I feel stuck. I might have to quit this job after July.
Logging out 1:04.
