Changed

Chapter 22

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hey guys! I'm so so so sorry for the super long wait for this update. I don't really have an excuse other than the fact that there have been many changes in my life. Please bear with me when reading this chapter because I'm not exactly sure I remember where I wanted this chapter to go so yeah. I'm just typing to type. Thank you all for the support though, it means so much!
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*Jess's POV*
I wake up in the hospital with no one around me. Why do I have to be here so often. I hate it here but it seems like my destiny to be here. I begin to panic as I can't remember anything. A man walks in the room and walks up to me. He grabs my hand and looks deep into my eyes. I know who he is. I haven't seen him in seven years.

"Abraham, I missed you," I manage to make out.

He grabs me in a hug and silently sobs into my shoulder as I do the same. It's hard for me to believe he's here. He sits down and I tell him everything that's happened in my life. He tells me that I don't need to know what happened to me and that I just need to know that someone's in jail. When I heard him say that the first thing that I thought about is my fiancé. Matt. I asked Abraham where he was and he said that he was somewhere close by and that he will be okay.

A doctor walks into my room and saunters over to my bed. He places a hand on my knee and I jump. He removes his hand and places it on his hip.

"Jessica, hello. I feel like it's been so long since I've seen you!" He says.

"Uh.. yeah. I'm here again. YAY!" I reply with a sarcastic tone.

"You're doing pretty good today! I see you're up and responsive. We've been doing tests on you and the baby all night. As for your fiancé, he's not doing as well. Matthew might not make it."

I turn my head away from him preparing for the tears, but all that comes out is a chuckle.

"You know. Thats quite funny to me because guess what! The man that made Matt be in this state has done the same thing to me repeatedly. I've been lucky enough to make it. But now I suddenly wish I hadn't been because then maybe I wouldn't have had to meet Matt again and maybe I wouldn't have had to fall in love all over again and be sitting here today crying. GUESS WHAT ELSE? Maybe, just maybe if that son of a bitch Luke wouldn't have had to enter my life in the first place then I woul-" I begin to yell in the small room.

"Jess, stop," Abe whispers and grabs my head and pulls me to his chest.

Suddenly, the tears start to flow and I gasp for breath like a little kid throwing a temper tantrum. A few minutes go by and the doctor leaves the room silently as I continue to lay on the bed. I stare out the small window and slowly close my eyes. I put my hands on my stomach and lay my head back. Maybe if I wouldn't have been so stupid, none of this would have happened. Matt wouldn't be half dead. None of this would be my fault like it is now.