Boys in Sunscreen

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Love, it leads me into chambers
where I am lost and feel in danger.
I look to others, though they don't smile,
I know—
you hurt like me sometimes.

I am a follower when I'm scared.
I am leader when I have something to bare;
it's my chest, filled with emotions
pouring down  multi-colored waterfalls.
Do you put on lotion
when the sun blares,
do you put it on to avoid the stares?

The SPF for our tears,
it's a facelift.
Cheeks bright as the sun,
nose white like winter snow.
I am naked and I'm cold,
but at least there's glitter on
my frail bones.

Love, it leads me down.
I have no SPF for this vulnerable
gown, swaying in the wind,
blue and bright.
My tears are multi-colored.

I love how boys can lead me down
the darkest chambers never to be found.
I hate my luminescent gown,
but I can't help but follow them around.
Their SPF is camouflage,
my SPF is wearing off.

My femininity glows too bright,
but I can't help myself.
I am at peace with the night.

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