Him vs Her

Chapter 13

So sorry these first few chapters are kind of crappy, it will defiantly improve as time goes by, I promise :D xx Also after this book is completed, I'm thinking about re-editing all of it again, since there are a bunch of mistakes in the previous chapters. I'm not sure how many chapters this book is going to have um I'm trying a 100 but that's hard, we'll see :D. Also this chapter is kind of short but at least i updated ;)x

And the dreadful memories came flooding back.

'Don't be sad' I read aloud Emma's text message. Oh thanks! That made me feel soooo much better. I threw my phone on the bed. Oh how I wish I could just slam it on the wall but jokes on me, since I can't afford a new phone.

My phone rang for the millionth time today. From Ryan, what a shocker. Who else would call me 32 times in a row? I should put it on vibrate or switch it off.

"Babe, I'm sorry :(( Forgive me?" I'm so angry; he has the nerve to say this to me after what he did.

"Don't worry dear, I was going to break up with your sorry ass anyways, your friend Connor does wonders with those hands of his, oops, guess we're even ;)" I wrote out of spite. The guilt rushed through me at the moment I pressed send it was like an earthquake of guilt in my stomach. I guess I made him feel just as bad as he did, not that I'm proud of that. Lying is horrible than again he cheated so...I'm guessing he believed me considering his next text message was "Hoe." ever had a text that just broke your heart, yeah me too.

Have you ever just looked back and released how much of an idiot you were? I guess i fell for the wrong guy. I hate it when I get flashbacks of thing I want to forget. I woke up with a sudden jolt. Why did I have to be reminded of that? I know it was wrong. Then again no amount of guilt can change the past. What's done is done.

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"Did you hear the rumour?" Lola asked all excited and bubbly.

"No, which one?" there are so many rumours that roam around the school; I have no idea which one she's talking about.

"The one of you and Harry are going out!" She said as she jumped up and down and what?

"Wow now!" I said in a sudden halt. "Chill. Stop. Pause" I said trying to comprehend what she had just said. "Oh hell no!" Lola laughed.

"Oh yeah right, you're still pretending to hate him right?" she said as she rolled her eyes.

"I don't just hate him," I paused for a somewhat dramatic effect "I despise him" Lola raised her eyebrow and I knew she was going to say something sarcastic.

"Suuuree ya do" She said as she rolled her eyes.

"Why don't you believe me though?" I asked her.

"Because you're a liar" She simply stated, she's quite straight forward as you can see.

"Don't even bother sugar coating it" I said sarcastically.

"Why would I? You never get offended anyway" She said as she laughed and playfully punched my shoulder.

"True shit" I said as we walked to cheerleading tryouts, they have been going on for 3 weeks because not many people are trying out and you need at least 15 or less (in this school) people to be in a cheer team. SO I guess we will be doing them a favour, we're killing two birds with one stone.

"What are you going to do as a tryout?" Lola asked.

"Meh, I didn't prepare anything, I'll just wing it" it's not like I actually want to be on the team, but It be cool if I was with my best friend.