"I just dropped your phone, SORRY I-" he said just when I was about to drop the bombshell.
"TELL ME IT WORKS AND THE SCREEN ISN'T BROKEN OR SO HELP ME HARRY I WILL-"
"It works! it works," he said, showing the phone to me.
"Well that's the closest I've ever come to a heart attack, let's not do this again," I took a breath. "How do you have my phone anyway? Give it!" I asked snatching it out of his hands before he could drop it and break it this time.
"Well you were drunk..."
"Say no more," I laughed.
"I almost forget, college or me?" His curiosity was written on his lips. The way he worded the sentence made me feel guilty but I was not going to back down on my decision, it was final. "Answer the question Skai..." he was growing impatient by the minute.
"Harry...I will miss you s-"
"Have you lost sanity?" he asked, he was shocked by my answer but I mean come on, what did he expect that I'd change my mind in an instant for him? Because I am not that kind of person, I don't make decisions based on someone's opinion of what I should decide to do. That is exactly like that person making the decision for you.
I forced a laugh. "You can't lose something you don't have, hey come one! Don't put this all on me."
"I can't say that I hate you but I can't look in the eyes, doesn't that say something?" he snapped. He was mad, he was blaming me for all of this. He practically just said that he hated me 'nicely'. I held back my tears. A breath. A pause. Then a reply.
"It says a lot actually," I said, my voice cracking. "And you know what? Right now, I'd rather not look you in the eye either,"
"I DON'T WANT TO LOSE YOU," Harry yelled, need I remind you it was four am and the whole neighbourhood was asleep but props to you Harry! A lump formed in my throat at the words. Teary eyed, I looked at him and sighed.
"Too late for that," I said in a small voice as I held back my tears and turned away. Foot in front of foot. Step by step. Slowly and steadily. I was walking away from my life, literally. I was on the brink of tears. Then I cracked and my tears were dripping, one by one, and soon rain joined in on the party. My tears mixed with the rain and at some point, I think my tears were rushing faster than the rain. This is probably the last time I will step foot in his house, that made my stomach turn.
This is the end, was this the end?
This is not the end.
This is the end.
[a/n: Is it the end? What do you think?]
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I woke up to tiny little pains, like someone was stabbing me with needles, what is this? Some new way of waking me up? I thought ice water was the worst mum could come up with but I guess I was mistaken. "Ouch, what the hell mum? My skin is red thanks to you," I yawned.
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