𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 // 𝐝𝐜 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐨𝐧

fiffteen.

<<kyu pov>>
I grabbed my shoe bag and walked out. "girl," Aylin said to me. she grabbed my arm, we both laughed. "god, anyways, i'm done," she laughed harder.
"STOP," i laughed.
"i'm calm," she said with a straight face. "remember when chris cheated on you with that bum bitch," i got in the car and put the bag down next to my leg.
"yeah, that's why i'm not worried about him, I see how he is now,"
She got in the car and started the car. "He tried messing around with me but i know you're my best friend and i don't do that type of shit,"
"he's so weird dude," i said.
She started driving. "whatever. All though, Don is fine as fuck i wouldn't do anything with him, because i know he's a married man,"
"shut the hell up, Aylin," i said.
she shrugged. "just saying,"
I rolled my eyes and looked out the window. I know she's just saying all of this on purpose. I don't k ow why i started talking to her again. Once chris tried messing with her i stopped talking to her. I texted donny. I just typed a simple paragraph to him venting.——
I went to donny house after me and Aylin was done spending time together. We went out to eat with each other and everything. anyways... I laid down on dons couch and looked at the ceiling. "i don't understand why people do that,"
"yeah, it's weird,"
I laughed. I looked down at my phone and saw Kenji texted me. I swear he only texts me when he wants something from me.
photoshoot tmw?
I texted him back with a "alright, time?" i don't know why i'm acting like a bitch towards kenji again, well, i kind of do know, it helps me not have feelings for him anymore. Don sat down on the couch, across from me.
"kyu, can i ask you something?"
"hm?" i asked him.
Don looked down and then back up at me. "did you kiss kenji?"
fuck. I knew sooner or later he'll find out. of course kenji was gonna tell him. Fake ass... "no why?"
"alright," he mumbled. There's was just silence, you can hear the cars pass by from the outside. "honestly," don finally said, breaking the silence.
"if you wanna stay together and continuing what we have then i want you to be honest, how the hell can i be honest with you but you can't?"
I looked down at my hand. "who even told you that?"
"kenji,"
"oh..." i mumbled. Don put his head back. "don i'm sorry, i swear,"
"me too, i wanna take a break," what in the...
"i didn't say that shit when you hooked up with your ex did i?"
"i only did it because i knew you kissed kenji,"
"having sex with someone and kissing someone is two different things, stop acting like that,"
"nigga," don said, annoyed. "honestly, i'm over this shit, i don't want nothing to do with this fucking relationship anymore, if you wanna continue that's fine by me. But for now on, it's a one man relationship." Don said and went up to his room.
One man my ass. I got up and grabbed my stuff from the couch. Either i go try to make it up with dc r i just leave until he's ready to "be" together again. I can't believe he's mad over me kissing someone. I texted kenji——
ifydm come over real quick.
I got in my car and started driving home. —
alright.
I want kenji to tell don about what i'm about to do. if you know some shit why wouldn't you say anything to that person, the moment you knew. ... "hey," i said, with the door half way opened. He opened it wider and came in.
"hello," he said. "so? what?"
"did you tell don i kissed you for real?"
Kenji stared at me. this feels wrong. I can't do this. I stared at him back. "you good?"
"no." i said. Kenji sat down on the couch and grabbed my arm.
"relax," he told me. I sat down next to him. "talk to me, what's wrong?"
"why the hell would you tell don that i kissed you bro?"
"i wasn't thinking," he mumbled.
"god..." i said and went to my room. I hate this life. I wanna start over. i really do. I looked at the ceiling for a while, until i finally fell asleep.