The forbidden rule (MxM) (A werewolf story)

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I look at him nervously waiting for him to laugh at me or mock me or anything but it never came, his expression didn't change he just kept looking at me with still soft eyes. I have never seen him look at anyone like that, his eyes soft, showing that he cares a little made my heart giddy for some reason. After a while of not saying anything, he stood up from the desk unbuttoned the buttons of his suit coat pulled it off, and placed it on the top of the desk he was sitting on earlier. I was watching him intently waiting nervously for what was to come.

You never know what this man is thinking.

He sighed lowly pulling on the chair placing it in front of me, plopping in it putting his elbows on my desk after pulling his sleeves up showing me his strong hairy arms. I furrowed my eyebrows in confusion not understanding what was going on, he was now looking at me in the eyes, his light brown eyes searching mine making a shiver run down my spine as I bit my lips nervously.

I have never told anyone about this, only Stacy knew, and because she found out by a chance and since she was my friend I trusted her to keep my secret which she did till the day she died, and I will always appreciate her. I never told anyone before because I'm ashamed, to see three-year-olds writing and spelling their names while I can't even write my own. It's embarrassing as fuck.

"Ok," his voice was deep yet soft as he licked his lips. Eyes unreadable. I can't control my eyes as they followed his tongue until it disappeared into his mouth. I looked away quickly clearing my throat and when I looked back up, he was still looking at me "so you didn't go to school" he muttered mostly to himself, tho he looked like he wanted to ask something or say more but restricted himself. I hate it when he doesn't show emotions.

I find myself getting more intrigued in finding out what he is thinking.

"Isn't it obvious" I push my hair back wanting to pull all the strides out. I was flustered and frustrated.

"Does he know?" he asked again his voice not wavering at all and it helped a little at the way I was freaking out.

"He didn't take me to school, of course, he knows," I say knowing that he was asking about my father.

"Does he?" he asked again. "If he knows he wouldn't be choosing you as the leader of a full pack. It needs reading contracts, sighing, writing statements, counting...unless-" he licked his lips again leaning against the chair and folded his hands over his bold chest looking at me "he is up to something" he stated giving me a curious stare which made me tremble in my seat. Fuck. How did he know that? Does did he read minds?

"I don't know what you're talking about," I denied looking into his eyes "Father doesn't pay too much attention to me," I say trying to be calm but on the inside was a total mess.

"Exactly," he says shaking his head "everyone knows how much he loves his two oldest sons over you but he chose you so tell me, alpha Kolan, is he up to something," he asked softly as ever but I can feel the bitterness in his voice.

"I don't know," I say my voice firm looking him in the eyes not breaking contact with him. Oh gosh, this man has such beautiful eyes. Does he know that he has beautiful eyes, the way they gazed at me, made my body tremble a little. He shook his head smirking a little bit as if he had realized something.

"Lying are we," he said in amusement taking deep breaths as he stood up pushing the chair behind putting his elbows on the desk bending over, his face inches away from mine. I can totally smell his Cologne and his mint breath on my face. My breath hitched in my throat giving me a full view of his face and examining it, which I couldn't do the other day when he choked me.

His jaw was so sharp and strong, his nose straight, lips full and so pink, his soft brown hair falling on the sides of his face making him look more handsome than ever. He was so manly and wondered how it will...