The forbidden rule (MxM) (A werewolf story)

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I nod looking at the board trying so hard to focus on what Dean was teaching me but my mind was so far away. I couldn't concentrate on anything after that conversation I had had with Sye three days ago. If it was a conversation, to begin with. I was still in shock that he of all people had steeped this low to blackmail me. This had never happened to me before, I have never been in this kind of situation, and truth be told, I don't know what to do. These past few days I have been thinking, thinking too much.

I thought of telling Dean, but I'm scared of what he would think of me. I know he knows that I am not a virgin like the omegas but I didn't want him to find out about my past affairs with the alpha. I don't know how he would feel about that.

I am trying so hard to look for a solution and for a moment I thought about letting that son of a bitch release the pics, I don't care what happens to me but I'm scared of what Father would do. Most importantly, I'm scared of what would happen to Dean. He is the king, and the people will dethrone him and I don't know why but something tells me that it won't be pretty. It will cause chaos.

I take a deep breath, biting my lips hard I think blood drawled out. What the hell am I going to do? How can I solve this? Father will kill me if he finds out, though he was the least of my problems now, Dean was on top.  "What's wrong" I look up at Dean who was looking down at me with those concerned beautiful eyes.

"Nothing" I replied looking away from him so that he can't read me.

"It's certainly, not, nothing if you haven't paid any attention to what I am teaching you" I knew I wouldn't come today, I am not in my right mind for studying. We made some arrangements after that day I asked him and we've been studying for days now but my dumb old brain can't even get anything he teaches. I even wanted to quit but Dean talked to me about it. If I am to stand beside him, I have to be educated but education is hard. Though it's enjoyable since I get to see my mate more often.

Dean seat in front of me with a worried expression "Can I ask you something" Dean nodded "What do you think would happen if people find out about..." I posed looking around even though I know in this room we are safe. "Us," I said in a hushed voice.

"I told you, You can talk freely in here, no one is allowed to come this side" I nodded but I was still conscious after what happened the last time. We were on human land and on water but of course, Sye was there so I have to be careful "To answer your question, First of all, I don't care about what people think of me if they find out as long as I have you it's enough" That made me smile "you're my happiness Kolan" he added in a loving tone making me beam.

"But to answer your question" he swallowed "they will dethrone me without a second thought, give us blank outs for years, flog us with everyone watching, cut our heads off, and many other punishments, you never know but if they are generous enough, they can throw us out of the pack and we become humans. They don't take breaking that rule so lightly" My breathing was coming out harshly now.

"Have they ever done that to someone?" I ask curiously.

"Yes, and it was a long time ago" He cleared his throat.

"What?"

"You didn't know," Dean asked surprised. I shook my head no. "My Father was still the king when it happened. It was Alpha Boone and Alpha Alphonso. You've never heard of them or read about them" he asked "Oh sorry"

"It's ok but I have never heard about it," I say surprised. "What are blank outs" I heard Father threaten David with it.

"You've never heard of blank outs before," Dean asked surprised, I shook my head no "It's where they lock you up in a dark small room without water and food for like a month or two, with only your thoughts and I guarantee you that you can go crazy in only one week or few days," he says trembling a little.