The forbidden rule (MxM) (A werewolf story)

40.

"You might die" Dean sighed adjusting so that he could look at me. "You've seen my eyes, they're white" he swallowed taking in a deep breath. "As you know A dominant wolf or an alpha are supposed to have red eyes. Beta, blue eyes, and omegas green" I nod waiting. "I'm an alpha and a dominant one but if I change into my wolf form, my eyes are white"

"Why are they white," I ask slowly.

"It's just a speculation because of the research I did," I bit my lips, trying to control my beating heart. "if a person does and by any chance arose, most come back with defects like they lose their eyesight, hearing and many others" I nod slowly not knowing where he was going with this, "so when the moon goddess took our wolves away mine stayed" he took a deep breath? "We think that's why it has white eyes because when it left, it came back with that defect if you get what am saying"

"It was like a resurrection," I ask

"Yes" he replied

"Does it afeact you in any way?" I ask

"It doesn't really if I transform I can see clearly and do everything normally but it's too powerful" he sighed holding my hand "When I read about it, it says that one bite can kill a person on the spot, that's why I'm scared of mating with you" he rubs his forehead in frustrated

"I have been trying to know how powerful your wolf is. I don't know if it can handle the pain or not, can it handle the bite. I have been thinking about it too much" I take a deep breath, putting my hand in his so that he can calm down and said.

"Dean, we can never know if we didn't try" he whips his head looking at me with furrowed eyebrows.

"We can't Kolan, you will die and I'm not... not going to let you" he declares angrily

"Now what are we going to do huh," I ask getting angry. "To not mate forever. Dean we have to try, I'm a powerful person. I know I can handle anything" I say determined.

"Are you not listening to me" he snaps pulling his hand out of mine "I don't want to risk Kolan, I'm not betting with your life. I rather stay like this than watch you die," he says standing up and pushing his hair back. I stood up too and walked towards him.

"Baby, we need to risk it, we will never know if we don't," I say softly. We have to try it out. I want him and I'm running out of patience. I don't like this obstacle. Dean looked at me for a few seconds as he sighed.

"We will talk about this tomorrow but for now, let's just sleep. This day has been hectic, don't you think" he says dismissing it. I yawned showing how tired I was. I nod slowly not pushing, he was right, I'm tired. I pull off my shirt and pants to get into the bed. Dean followed my example too. I think we had had enough for one day.

We both lay on our backs looking at the white ceiling not saying anything. I was about to dose off when Dean faced me and said "Erasmus had been my caretaker since the war of werewolves ended. Her parents died during the war and since she is an omega, no one liked to take her in" Dean said out of the blue, I faced him too placing my hand on his cheek to comfort him.

"I don't like to keep things from you anymore, I trust you so much and I love you," he says carassing my cheek lovingly. "I want our bond to be strong, even though we haven't mated yet" he adds. I nod slowly pecking his lips softly.

"I love you too, tell me more" I whispered as we started kissing softly. The kiss wasn't deep but it was so sweet it melted my whole body and turned my insides mush.

"I didn't like the way the orphanage treated the omegas. The dominant mistreated them and did many other things to them. Erasmus was so young and in pain of losing her family. So I took her in, people thought I was going to choose her as my mate but that wasn't the intention. I just wanted to help her out. I felt bad, seeing her cry, and seeing people push her around made me want to protect her, she was like a sister I never had. I begged Father to let her work for me. At first, he refused coz people without parents were a disgrace to our society by then"