The forbidden rule (MxM) (A werewolf story)

16.

Since I started being sexually active, I have never gotten attracted to any omega like it was supposed to be for a dominant wolf like me. It's said that a dominant can only get attracted to an omega but to me it was different. Different how...let me tell you.

I have never gotten attracted to them and at first, I thought I was abnormal since I was surrounded by dominants only back at the camp but when I got out with my friends one night and tried it out with an omega, it didn't feel right at all. Holding him felt wrong, he was a good lay, and he submitted to me like every dominant want. I will not say that I didn't enjoy it, I did but something felt off, so wrong on different levels.

At first, I thought maybe I wasn't into male omega's like I thought I was so I decided to get a female, and God, it wasn't any different.

There was something I wanted to feel, the rush I needed which I didn't get from any of them until I met Sye Moran.

Sye Moran is the son of alpha Benedict Moran from Britain. So when he brought him into the training camp, something shifted within me. Sye was eighteen years old and I was sixteen. The moment I lied my eyes on him, I was so attracted to the guy it was sickening, his British accent got me to twitch every time I heard him talk. My eyes followed him wherever he moved, his aura was so strong it made me weak in my bones, when we used to train together, his muscular body or how his thigh muscles used to flex made me want to feel them or wrap them around my waist, his abs, oh gods, the way they used to tighten when he practiced, a mere throwing of a punch made my little me twitch, and found myself wanting the man.

He attracted me to no end.

I found myself wanting him to dominate me until I break or the other way around. I remember freaking out because of my thoughts and I tried to avoid the man as possible but the attraction grew strong whenever I took a glimpse at him.

There was no denying how much I wanted Sye Moran,

I thought I was the only one looking and salivating but I was so wrong because soon I found out that Sye also felt the same way and you all guessed what happened next. We started hooking up in the Academy. It was so exciting, so exhilarating. Feeling his strong grip was to die for. That satisfaction I got every time I was with him was enough to make me weak in my bones. His deep voice, oh gods it was perfect and don't get me started with his accent. It was so powerful it made my knees weak.

it was our secret no one knew about it and it will stay that way until the end.

Sex with Sye was so good, it was maddening and real but to people's eyes, it was wrong, if someone found out, we would have been arrested or beaten to death because a dom and dom can't love or get attracted to each other.

I wouldn't say that I was in love with him, to me it was just sex and that rush I always felt when I was with him, and good thing he too felt the same because after getting out of the camp, he chose his omega mate after one month and it didn't hurt like I thought it would.

It was just sex, nothing else. No feelings were involved.

I was happy for him and we had never seen each other again since that day, hope he is happy.

As I stand here gazing around this ballroom trying to at least find any omega attractive, but nothing happened yet they were so beautiful the scent they were throwing out was maddening but was it weird that I don't find it any arousing, was it weird that it doesn't do anything to me like how other alphas talk about it. Was it weird that I feel like this, was it weird or wrong that I want something different, something exciting that I know I won't get in this world we live in but that didn't stop me from hoping?