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"𝗶 𝘄𝗶𝘀𝗵 𝗶 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗴𝗶𝗿𝗹 𝗳𝗿𝗼𝗺 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗴𝘂𝗰𝗰𝗶 𝘀𝘁𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝘀𝗵𝗲 𝗻𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝘄𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝘆 𝗺𝗮𝗸𝗲𝘂𝗽 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘀𝗵𝗲 𝗼𝘄𝗻𝘀 𝗰𝗼𝘂𝘁𝘂𝗿𝗲. 𝗶 𝗴𝗼𝘁 𝗽𝗶𝗺𝗽𝗹𝗲𝘀 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝗺𝘆 𝗯𝗲𝗮𝘂𝘁𝘆 𝗺𝗮𝗿𝗸𝘀 𝘀𝗵𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝗯𝗲. 𝗶 𝗴𝗼𝘁 𝗱𝗿𝘆 𝘀𝗸𝗶𝗻 𝗼𝗻 𝗺𝘆 𝗲𝗹𝗯𝗼𝘄𝘀 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗸𝗻𝗲𝗲𝘀. 𝗶 𝗻𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲𝗱 𝗵𝗲𝗿, 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝗯𝗲 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝗵𝗲𝗿." - 𝘀𝘇𝗮.

i walked into my bathroom turning on the shower. i'd be in hurry the rest of the day considering joao has been blowing up my phone for the past hour. he may have something planned for me to do with him. i got out of my warm shower and changed into sweatpants and a baggy shirt.

my phone rung again. joao. i clicked accept and heard the sounds of cars passing by. "𝗮𝘀𝗵𝗮𝗻𝘁𝗶 𝘄𝗵𝘆 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲𝗻'𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗰𝗮𝗹𝗹𝗲𝗱 𝗺𝗲 𝘆𝗲𝘁?" he said. "𝗶 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝗶𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝘀𝗵𝗼𝘄𝗲𝗿." i said laughing. "𝘄𝗲𝗹𝗹 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗱𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝘁𝗵𝗶𝘀 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲 𝗮𝗳𝘁𝗲𝗿 𝗶 𝗱𝗿𝗼𝗽 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗼𝗳𝗳 𝗶 𝗰𝗿𝗶𝗰𝗹𝗲 𝗮𝗿𝗼𝘂𝗻𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗯𝗹𝗼𝗰𝗸." he said.

"𝘄𝗲𝗹𝗹 𝗶 𝘀𝗮𝘄 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗲𝘃𝗶𝗰𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻 𝗻𝗼𝘁𝗶𝗰𝗲." what the actual fuck. why does he even circle around the block. "𝘄𝗵𝘆 𝗱𝗼 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗻 𝗴𝗼 𝗮𝗿𝗼𝘂𝗻𝗱 𝗺𝘆 𝗯𝗹𝗼𝗰𝗸?" i said getting even more mad. i get it we're dating and he should know, but that's my decision not his.

"𝗶 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗱𝗼." he said. great now a short ass reply. "𝘆𝗼𝘂'𝗿𝗲 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗮𝗻𝘀𝘄𝗲𝗿𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗺𝘆 𝗾𝘂𝗲𝘀𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻 𝗷𝗼𝗮𝗼." i wanted to crawl in a hole and die. you know that feeling when your stomach just drops, and you can't control it. i felt that all over my body. why was this happening.

everything was going great. "𝗶 𝗱𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝘁𝗼 𝗮𝘀𝗵𝗮𝗻𝘁𝗶." oh he sure as hell needed to give me an answer. who shit in his ice cream. "𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗱𝗼 𝗷𝗼𝗮𝗼, 𝘄𝗲'𝗿𝗲 𝗶𝗻 𝗮 𝗿𝗲𝗹𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝘀𝗵𝗶𝗽. 𝘄𝗲 𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹 𝗲𝗮𝗰𝗵 𝗼𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗲𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘆𝘁𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴, 𝘄𝗲 𝗱𝗼𝗻𝘁 𝗸𝗲𝗲𝗽 𝘀𝗲𝗰𝗲𝗿𝘁𝘀." i let out a big breath i didn't know i was holding in.

he was being a dick. if he knows about the eviction notice couldn't he be a little understanding. "𝘄𝗲𝗹𝗹 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝗺𝗮𝘆𝗯𝗲 𝘄𝗲 𝗱𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝗻𝗲𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝗯𝗲 𝘁𝗼𝗴𝗲𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿." he said hesitantly. i hung up before anymore could be said. i quickly blocked him on everything, i blocked almost everyone associated with him.

i hesitated when i got to geo's contact. i pressed call. she answered immediately asking what was wrong. i didn't think i would cry, but as we started talking i cried. i cried like a god damn baby. i didn't understand what i did wrong, my life was falling apart.

geo offered me to stay at her place. she said the kids definitely wouldn't mind and cristiano is out of town for a commercial. i grabbed my suitcase and stuffed my most valuable items in there. i grabbed almost everything in my house. i left toiletries because i wouldn't be back.

i know that it's not the most polite thing to do but i was in a rush. geo said she would be here in thirty minutes. i heard a knock at the door and walked to the door. i opened the door to met with a blonde girl smiling at me. magui.

"𝘄𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗱𝗼 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁?" i said rolling my eyes. she stood there before smiling sweetly. "𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝗹𝗲𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗺𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗷𝗼𝗮𝗼 𝗮𝗿𝗲 𝗱𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗻𝗴." magui said. what the actual fuck. "𝗶 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝗹𝗲𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄. 𝗶 𝗺𝗲𝗮𝗻 𝗮𝘀𝗵𝗮𝗻𝘁𝗶 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝗶𝘁 𝘄𝗮𝘀 𝗮 𝗯𝗲𝘁 𝗿𝗶𝗴𝗵𝘁? 𝗷𝗼𝗮𝗼 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗷𝗮𝘀𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗲 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝗶𝗻 𝗼𝗻 𝗶𝘁." i stood there shocked.

i looked past magui to see joão's car and him inside. he looked at me with a straight face. i turned back to magui saying "𝗶 𝗷𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝘄𝗮𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝘁𝗼 𝗹𝗲𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗸𝗻𝗼𝘄 𝘆𝗼𝘂'𝗿𝗲 𝗮 𝗳𝘂𝗰𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 𝗰𝘂𝗻𝘁. 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗰𝗮𝗻 𝗵𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝗵𝗶𝗺. 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘄𝗶𝗻 𝗷𝗼𝗮𝗼, 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗳𝘂𝗰𝗸𝗶𝗻𝗴 win." i slammed the door in that bitches face. i tried to keep calm until geo got to my apartment.

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SOOO ik we wanted her to have a happy ending but there's 4 more chapters left. sorry if this chapter is cringey 😭 i don't write breakups really well. also for reference this takes place over a 5 month period. so joão and ashanti got together like a month ago and have been going on dates for 4 months. THIS BOOK IS GROWING SO FAST!!! 6k reads thank you ilysm 🤍