𝒘𝒊𝒏| 𝐣𝐨𝐚𝐨 𝐟𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐱

9

"𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝗺𝗮𝘆 𝗯𝗲 𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝗶 𝗻𝗲𝗲𝗱. 𝗶𝗻 𝘁𝗵𝗲 𝗱𝗮𝗿𝗸𝗻𝗲𝘀𝘀 𝘀𝗵𝗲 𝗶𝘀 𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝗶 𝘀𝗲𝗲 (𝘆𝗼𝘂'𝗿𝗲 𝗮𝗹𝗹 𝗶 𝘀𝗲𝗲.) 𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗲 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗿𝗲𝘀𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗯𝗼𝗻𝗲𝘀 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗺𝗲."- 𝗺𝗮𝗿𝗼𝗼𝗻 5.

joão was sprawled out on my couch, setting his feet on the edge of my couch. his cocky ass was showing me his highlights. he was really proud of himself though and his team. it was sweet how much he loved the sport. either way he was super cute when he talked about it. there was a big smile across his face as he looked at me. we both moved closer together, almost to the point where i could hear him breathing.  our lips touched for a minute or two, both of us just sitting there.

he pulled away smiling at me "remember your rule shanti." he said leaning back. i turned a bright red and hid my face in a pillow. why did i have to make that stupid rule! the dryer beeped reminding me that the cycle was done. i got up and pulled my bedding out of the dryer. i walked to my bedroom with joão following me. "i must be so amazing since you need to follow me felix." i said rolling my eyes. 

he grabbed my bedding and started making it with me.  when the bed was finish with both plopped down. "so you're not from portugual?" he said turning on his side so that way we were face to face. "no i'm from a very small town in america, but what about you?" "born and raised in her!" he said putting on a terrible country accent.  we sat there in silence again, but it was a somewhat comfortable silence. 

"when first came her i hated it. not because of the people or anything i just felt absolutely terrible about myself." i said now looking up at the ceiling. "you know shanti, sometimes i hate all the fame and stuff. i do one thing wrong and so many people come after me, i know what i have is a gift but sometimes it's like a curse." he said now looking at the ceiling too. 

the conversation had gotten serious very quickly, for no reason. i chuckled quietly before i said, "you know sometimes i envy you felix, not in a i'll kill you way. but outside looking in you have it set, of course there is always a downside to things, but i like to look on the bright side. i'm a broke college student who's out of a job, but i have you, geo and jasmine. looking for happiness in a dull situation is the best thing the world ever gave someone." 

he looked at me as though i had said the smartest thing ever, like i just found out why the world orbits the sun. "shanti you light my life up in ways you don't understand, i don't even know why because we've only known each other for about two weeks but you make me feel like i have another half of me, like i'm fully complete when i'm around you."

when he said that i think i almost fell out of my bed, not once in my life has a guy ever talked to me like that. it was like he took the words out of my brain and put them into a sentence. he understood me and he listened, it may be the bare minimum but i never had a good experience with relationships, but he was changing that. 

"felix you someone took the words out of my head." i said laughing. for some reason after that we were just giggling like a bunch of kids. i ended up being very close to him still laughing because he made a funny face. right then and there, at that moment he felt like my person. i knew it way down in my heart. 

"hey can i stay the night, i don't have training tomorrow?" i nodded my head as he told me had extra clothes in the car that he could go change into. i took that time to take of my makeup and do my skincare routine. i hadn't notice that joão came back and he was just staring at me. "take a picture it'll last longer felix." i said laughing. 

he ran over to me and picked me off of my chair that was in front of my vanity and practically hurled me on the bed. i was in a fit of laughter from the whole thing. i turned out my lights and searched on youtube for my rains sounds that i ALWAYS have to sleep with. "you listen to those?" he said laughing. "i do as a matter-of-fact felix and if you have a problem with it you can leave." i said smirking. 

i turned over and said goodnight to him, he pulled me into his arms and said, "i'm taking you on a date tomorrow so that way i can get that kiss." i smiled and went to sleep.

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SOOO i made a neymar book, sorry if this chapter is cringy but i needed these hoes to get to know each other more! anyways i'll probably won't be updating tomorrow since i'm going to a friend's house and now i do this on my computer. also my ex's friend just asked me out and hes a weirdo, andi think he misses me anyways i hope you guys enjoyed!