Sufi | book 3

Karma

I remember hearing about if you believe in karma things are going to get angry because the universe is going to handle everything. I can tell you one thing is that Alex the phone having children right.  And she is morbidly obese  smart ass keyboard I don't thing she is around anymore death wise because she was heavy into drug and alcohol and sex.   That kind of lifestyle Will is horrendous your life drastically.
I hate to be negative but Over weight hooker drug addict with welfare children, is what you get for acting an ass.    I don't need karma a weapon it just happens I just saw an article I read I say OK you're being tacky and then go about my business and then I go and find out that they are not the best shape or Samsung in there in jail or something along the lines something they brought upon them selves as what karma is the universe riding the wrongs tenfold in this case with Alex to Pollo think it was he autopsy around that got her.
I also believe that karma is also good going to be decent human being and fire basketball in person with you for Jack positivity you get is How much is it is it just me a story, positively the song singing reverse if your negative Nelly.   
Basically it's how you want to another people who are you having three minutes call my phone around the world can you the others the way you want to be treated. And if you make a mistake where is if you intentionally hurt people this  ten fold and then there's a problem there. Because then Karma will get you right away I have been nothing but a positive influence around my friends and family I have a family I have because my aunt nutcase and mine family is just my brothers and I've been up all night influence on them. But that is beside the phone I ended up getting what I want most of the universe is spoiling me because it spoils the world. Because I rather learn instead of her peoples feelings are you rather write instead of fried kind of thing or instead of us swearing authorities different words instead of swearing but sometimes it is hard to do that at times but anyway that's beside the point.
I always where we get my point across or to say that something is truthful and someone is not believing me and I end up saying what he have to fucking believe me or you're gonna get it anything I I am very aggressive well driven woman who will get her point across either way. You ribeye peaceful means I try to be a peaceful loving person I don't even like martial arts very much only time I did that was to friend off from doctors. But other than that I have never really used it never needed to I have a foul Moutj that will scar you.  You are no getting angry with me you get the hairy eye will offer from me to hear your eyeball in the worst North Im I have given it to Alex I have even had plenty of other people that have caused me problems and they know that I mean business. When I try to say hey listen can't we just work things out in Vegas hey listen can't we work things out kind of thing and trying to work through things but sometimes it doesn't go that way I can't go easily and they just drive me a completely battier nine hours so I don't bother with that. I have spent so many sleepless nights with these ideas in my head trying to deal with my own problems and why do I get more idiots. As I said I get them on Facebook later or there is one person on plenty of fish or when I Collett my pet name you know what it is if you read my books that I have told one person the Air Force because why she told me she was not interested in that for having a very good conversation with me that was very horrible taste less she was she just said Out of the blue not interested.  So I told her AirPods analysis signed at it online via good part for my wife. Showing that online dating website good for me after Brett  the  brat was worse in my high school boyfriend who is nothing more dog. 
Minecraft that he ended up he didn't want to deal with me because of my intensity. And he broke up with me something you don't do it unless you want to be in the mall right away instead of the more by the start of random with the police something more kinder. So I threaten him with the police and I'm pretty sure he wired up for the word sweet fuck off. I'm not very happy that I had to do that is very childish americana as my brother Sasha and pop the candy bar mobile is very hard not to one Jacquees fuckers call Anthony childish as well so it's really bad where is very childish ass world and I can't very annoying and very aggravating so it's very hard to mature in this planet is blue home planet I call and I was very hard to do so but I'm trying as p!nk says try try again so I try try again.
That is that the universe can ask.     And the universe has awarded me with a compainion who will not go psycho or cheat or scam me to death.
And very annoying that people cheat or go psycho or spam you to death but when you're dealing with yourself you don't have to worry about any assholes online that may cause drama and other shit. On dating so I saw otherwise and red flags and stuff unless you are so enurious and I think you may have a problem but that's decide to find don't believe in self and Jarius behaviour and instead I find it if you love yourself first Putana crazy and you find that you love yourself in other ways anything before that's what I think. I've always held myself through a high-rise steam and I always said that if something pisses me off or I go to a quieter place or go outside or go for a walk and go to the mailbox or do something that's a little bit easier on my brain instead of dealing with the noise or any chaos of whatever the hell is going on in the world. And I take my phone and take pictures of the wildflowers in the south something I'd like to do in the summertime. It's very good to be doing self-care but this is a Romance this isn't just mental health this is annoying that you are special in your own way and special to you only. People can love you but you can only love yourself back. So that's why I think that it's important that you're important to you. Because it could drastically increase your life expectancy as well as make your life a lot easier. That's what I think about that that's it science part of it they romantic part ways and don't have to deal with cheating and paranoia and other stuff. Instead all you have to deal with is yourself and your greatness. That's what I think and I just deal with myself as it is as I am who I'm supposed to be in the first place and that's what I deal with I don't go around dealing with other peoples bullshit and behaviours instead I just try to help myself or try to love myself or quality something to control myself or my emotions instead of dealing with shit that's going to be caused by someone else so I can't share I get shit and I take it. Why because I'm a mature ass woman and I'll do what I have to do to make sure that I am happy and satisfied with my life what is love life and life in general that is basically the size of it that's how it goes with me. I don't believe in very much things are involve other people's actually I don't believe in dating other people I don't believe in dating stories one really your best low or too long could be right Sharon where you at you when you're taking a goddamn shower asking her but I have to take a shower soon so I'm gonna make this quick. So why do I say yes no because it's true. Some people might call Louis mental wellness or mental whatever disorder but it's not it's just whatever it is make you happy romantically or otherwise it's just the way you're supposed to be wired if you are auto romantic that is if you're not that's fine too but I just don't drive with you that's about the size of it except as friends that's about it and I despise when people randomly get my what's up number and ask me what I'm wearing or saying hey baby how are you or something along the lines that are going to drive a completely bad year than shit. I believe that learning online complicates things online as well as in life as well flirt with yourself for chrissake. That's what I think flirt with yourself and maybe you might not have to worry about other people being offended or other stuff is a lot easier to be like me there trying to see approval from other people online from other people who may not have your best interest at heart that's what I think. I don't know how many times I sent Cheryl Pascal to the idiots on the Internet they're eating or the groceries or the people that have just done horrible things to me I've just decided well ciao picao..... see you later type of thing and that's basically the way I see it is if they wanna sex money or they're trying to flirt with you they don't have the best interest at heart for you and they try to hurt you in some kind of way there is a palling Demoss appalling way to hurt someone is emotionally either your biggest muscle I learned is either your tongue and the worst weapons on the planet can be the ones that come out of your damn mouth your words so be careful about what you say or do and sometimes even your actions can be weapons against somebody you never know what you might do or say that might hurt someone just be very careful about that that's what I'm trying to say if you're not autoromantic or LGBTQ. 
I have been very good to myself over the years and very nice to myself I spoil myself and that's what I do but that's what what I should do not because there's a thing saying be kind to yourself for someone but because that's this my way of being wired. Does it make me a narcissist or a psychopath no it just means I direct the love towards me instead of someone who might not have the right intentions for me and my Cosmi stress that's basically the size of it and I don't even bother with this kind of relationship that is with other people and less than friends and I keep them at a hugging distance but if it's someone from the Internet I keep them from walking stick distance like really far away from me because they're just gonna cause more problems if I can think about that right now with all the problems Marcel has caused in a lot of things that these imbeciles have calls on the dating sites I mean one friend said to me why can't we just friends and only friends or not have to worry about the other stuff. And I agree with that very much so cold hardly