Sufi | book 3

Why the warrtys

You're from more you wondering why I am joining this learning contest for hoping to be accepted twice more for this exciting opportunity it's because well my stories are important to tell even though this is about my auto romantic and there still some things about trying to be a voice to other people that I have to do. Something that I try the new last year but didn't have the banner up on my edit the series or story option so I ended up not going to the warttys. My ever attempted that or they mailed my past life and to bath and I thought that was an important story to mention but instead I decided this year's contest I was gonna write about my pass and present and maybe even my future. The next chapter will be about my future right now I'm just talking about the present why am I going onto this side WordPad or going to go to the riding Olympic size it's called because well I want to say what I have to say about my life because basically the fact is is that my life story is basically your life story of plenty of other people in my blue home planet of earth. There of been many people that have been treated badly whether you're a girl in Romania who has been left for dead and put into an orphanage left a lot emotionally or whether you've been tortured or you have experienced more or terrorism I have a severe install these. And I want to be the voice of the people that haven't had this for the people that haven't made it through the other side of the trauma. So what do I do I am writing about my story because if one person comes forward about their story they give a voice to other people even the dead that can't say what happened to them but they can say that they have an account of what the dead persons life was like to begin with. Whether be the victim or someone who just cannot be able to talk about their trauma I decide to open up and have the Cahone I used to talk about my trauma and decide to say what it is and how I handle it. Or how I didn't handle it in some cases. This is why I decided to choose just cause I have a story to write it's about every kid it has been an every war zone and every terrorist country that has not been lucky enough to be adopted or maybe even a kid that has been abused in a first world country that can't speak up for themselves because of whatever situation it is. So I choose the writing Olympics to do the talking for these people because I am one of them that have a voice they have the balls to say what I need to say. And what I need to say is for everyone else to remember one time I wanted to be like dr. Jan Garavaglia which was a medical examiner I used to watch that show sometimes still watch that showing she said she wants to be the voice of the people that never had a voice to begin with and that's basically why I'm telling my story to be the storyteller of these kids that have been in war zones and terrorist countries some of them may have not made it through TV alive and to be 32 years old some have been 33 years old and traumatized to the point where they cannot talk or they are just so messed up they can't even talk about their drama. So I end up saying well I'm going to tell their story through my story which is the exact same goddamn story to begin with which is my effing life to begin with. Why did I choose my particular life as a topic because it's important to speak for the ones that don't have a voice I remember hearing about a tattoo that said I know voice of those who cannot speak I don't know hear about this tattoo was through Elizabeth T we have decided to be a lot easier to be around each other since my mothers going's. Because she's not forcing me to think about my mother. So that was good I don't think I remember half the good stuff that happened because of the bad stuff that has happened as it is with most trauma or war victims. Instead I have internalize a man to the point where it's going to the point where I have a rare occasion Iceplant or sweat ashram thing even though somehow I not think I have switching abilities with my personalities aside the time and want to say who is the victims and I am one of them and I want to be able to tell my story and tell my side of the tail of being a victim of terrorism. That's why I decided to go about writing these religions of fictional memoirs about my life to say about mine F.N experiences and my life in general that I've been dealing with nothing but crap most of my life but haven't been able to come out and love myself in the end Weatherby auto romantic or just being kind to myself it's just very important thing to do to be helpful to yourself you don't have to be in autoromantic or date yourself to understand you just have to be kind to yourself that's what I think but we got kind yourself you have to also be able to talk about shit that traumatize you and be the voice of maybe people of a similar traumas and say well this is what happened to me and why I decided I was going to speak up against this particular thing. Because I am not gonna be a medical examiner I'm not gonna be a doctor so I cannot be the voice of a victim but I can be the voice of many victims that are similar to me that have either survived or not and tell her story to telling my side of my story which is basically the whole shebang.. What I think is important is learning and reading and writing. Those are the things are going to combat terrorism in the first place and pick up that goddamn pan or bark and start reading and writing learn a new skill or a hobby am I actually help the world in the bedroom light and might even help you with your issues as well as well as make you have fun as well so think about that I remember watching not watching but reading mom 3 cups of tea and this is exactly why are you saying is it reading writing and learning will help you thanks for yourself and be stubborn and as you are thinking for yourself we will less likely to be brainwashed or more been to doing something stupid. This is the many of many bucks of terrorist victims or their family saying that they have been traumatized by a terrorist action or the war on terror or whatever that shit might be in the world whatever the climate is I'm not talking about global warming here but instead I decide I'm going to tell my end of the terrorism story. And I decided that it is important to show that the victims are not dead or alive but they're also human as well and they have human emotions and human and everything. The next chapter will be about my hopes and dreams. But she's gonna be pretty soon.