Sufi | book 3

Doctors and other haters

Reason why I hate doctors is because I had to take martial arts because of a doctor. Here's a good story that pisses me off the most steals illustrators gives me chills of the spine and still instills fear in me. I was driving by the hospital in Elmont with my bicycle and the next thing you know if the damn doctor came out with a scalpel and a needle fall off succinylcholine and was going to kill me he said he chased me around the neighbourhood practically around the whole Flippin town and I was scared shitless for the rest of my life. I ended up having to take martial arts classes offend myself from anyone with a lab coat on. I know that sounds silly but that's what happened it didn't help matters that I watch the reanimator movies for the fact that I watch The X-Files to begin with that didn't really help matters. So I was always having fear I was just a matter of time that I was going to martial arts to begin with so I was just a good excuse there.
Do you want to still watch the X-files or the reanimator I do not I instead watch something is a little bit more positive that doesn't involve the medical community because I still will start swearing and cursing at doctors not because they told me to take out my ear expands but because they are just jerks arrogant racist how do I know the racist because one of them mangoay was one who adopted the term angel of death and he was the one that played a key role in the live autopsies of Asians and Jewish people in Europe which really bites my hide.
So do you think I really want as an Asian to have anything to do with the Doctor No as I said the most pleasant thing I can do is sock on in the face and go and walk out I have nothing more than problems with doctors they either diagnosed me with anorexia nervosa or psychosis or something stupid that I don't really have one really I just have PTSD Asperger's and 80 HD I am wondering about the AC I believe I had a Mountain Dew and some sugary drink at the same time before I ended up going to the doctors office and I was hired before then and that's why I was diagnosed with ADHD. That and I freaking hate math so that's how I came about.
Even in this time I call but I foreign the doctors have blame even my spirit animal the bath yeah I can tell you the bath is not the worst thing in the world unless it's a baseball bat to your face. Why do I say that because an animal bat is just going to be cute is it the cleanest thing on the planet know what it is not far it's just gonna be what it is cute little Rodent that happens to fly in life to eat mosquitoes if I have to peer any kind of bad it would be the vampire bat but those are very rare in North America so I don't bother and the same thing in China and other places so it why bother blaming the bad for an is it eas that was made by man or was also made by a man who didn't wash his goddamn answer begin with us playing and simple. If you don't wear your goddamn mask or wash your hands it pisses me off to no end.  And then it will start to blame the animals with serve the people who don't wash their hands or wear masks and is so annoying and is got to the point where I say well I'm the animal lover because this time is easier than to blame called the cause of disease and stuff and it's time that somebody stands up for the animals.   If you wanna bring them Animal Kingdom for the Singapore a Homo Erectus almost hominid.  They cause most of this shit....and the abuse off animals and other humans.   -.-
I like that because I have always been introduced to them in a good way whether be Batman or the silver wing trilogy.  The still going through shade  a bad baby bat named Shade who goes on adventures who decides to kill to vampire bats and his adventures because they're gonna hurt him in the first place either or what the is a very cute story four for the vampire bats and dying but massage appointment is very interesting and it shows that you don't have to be big and tall for big fat or big and strong and be smart and fast we just have to be small strong and smart and fast. Something that I am I am a runt on I can say to myself more of a runt to get some people would say petite but I'm around because I say that because I have an idea of 196 I've mentioned this before and I also have been through words and have won the phrase that I have been through. Because I am diminutive in size and very fast and strong that's why I call myself the runt.    Not just saying that I am notfat positive or a big positive a body positive I am saying is that the smaller you are a stronger and faster and smarter you are.
In fact I have to go to the recycle centre tomorrow hopefully to get some new clothing because all my old clothing has fallen off my body why because I am the minia to the inside to begin with my weight 105. 5 pounds and that's just me soaking wet. I'm just gonna be who I am for the rest of my life skinny small but very strong and very destructive as possible or neutered because Ryan thinks some time is it sometimes when you have to defend yourself.
And I have to get a new car with him because I was in that I got from my old house it's no more its moons over Lanark for me because anytime I try to wear a pair of pants a fall down everyone can see my but and it's annoying for me and everyone else. This is also why I say that waste of calories what is the time to get into something or Kinda not getting that trouble or trying to avoid trouble or trying to get in trouble is not worth my time effort and the calories. That's why insurance not worth killing yourself or hurting your self in anyway.
Why do I say that because of in life experiences. Trust me on this I have been through the rhodeo...l.and I still want my money back sort of speak.    I say I want my money back in a sort of way when I go through fucking traumatic or stupid.   even though I love myself I have been the queen of traumatic and stupid mostly in  my childhood. It's just the way that it is with me. I'm not a drama queen or anything it's just the drama decided to go wherever I go and just annoying me.
What is a share the Catholic school system hasn't been good for me either Catholic school system has been horrible to me because I was LGBTQ PTSD and as well as nonwage nonwhite was the clan Charlemagne to get me in trouble big-time and the snow I have after myself. So that's why my self loving is a match made in heaven.
At The end of the day it's just you and yourself  and that is the fucking is the size of it.