I won't give up (Completed)

Chapter 2.

*Present time*

Maya's POV

"It's been such a long time." Jungkook said as he looked at me and smiled, "How long has it been? Like 5 years?" 

6 years and 8 months, but who's counting? "Yeah, like 5 years." I smiled back at him and I saw the leader coming to greet us. 

"Oh my is it Maya?" Namjoon said as he said hello to me and my parents. "It's been so long! How are you?" 

Oh gosh now for sure everyone is looking at me. "I'm good, I'm good." I tried to hide my nervousness with a smile. 

"How's Victoria doing? We suddenly stoped hearing from the both of you and it was kind of sad to lose a friendship like yours." 

"Oh yeah, we've been great. Just with a lot of studying and all of that stuff." I answered simply, they do not need to know what truly happened. I guess Jungkook never told them either. 

"Is that Maya?!" I heard a very loud person say and I just knew exactly who it was. 

But before I could say anything, I felt someone hugging me from behind, making me smile as I felt myself blush from all of the attention I was getting. 

"Hobi!" I said just as excited. If there was anyone I missed the most, apart from Jungkook, was definitely Hoseok. 

"My little sister! You disappeared! What happened? Why didn't you contacted us again?" Hobi asked and in that moment the rest of the band saw me too, seeing as 3 out of 7 of them were with me. 

"Maya!!" I received so many hugs and to be honest, I now realized just how much I truly missed all of them. 

"Hey guys." I laugh a bit as I was still receiving hugs from all of the members. 

"Damn, how long has it been?" Suga asked. 

"Forever." Jin answered for me. "We missed you." 

I could feel my heart breaking a little. It's so sad that because of what happened between Jungkook and I, I had to stop talking to the rest of them. 

"I missed you guys too." 

"How's- um how's Tori doing?" Tae asked and although him and I weren't very close, I knew he was the closest to her. 

"She's good, but she's not here in Seul anymore." I answered. "She went back to our hometown after she had a few money-related problems. But she's fine." 

I hope I didn't said too much, I don't want them to worry, but I guess I did. Shit, she's gonna kill me. 

"Economy problems?" Namjoon asked. "Is her family alright?" 

"Yes, they are fine, really." I said as I tried to convince them not to worry. 

"What about you? We know you are not the kind of person to talk about herself, but we truly wanna know how you've been." Jin asked and he was also like a brother to me. Him and Hoseok were always worried about my well being and I'm just so happy right now to be back with them. 

"I guess what matters is that I'm happy right now." I said in all honesty, cause I do not want to go into details of everything that has happened since I last saw them. 

I could feel Hoseok's eyes on me and I guess it hasn't changed that he knows me the best. 

I felt a hand on my shoulder and I turn around to see my mom and dad. My father was starting to get sick again so we had to go back home. 

I knew because I could see how his hand was beginning to move weird and that's when the Parkinson was taking over. 

"I gotta go-" I said although I truly didn't want to. 

And in that moment, another flashback came to me. 

*Flashback*

As I looked at the both of them, I knew, I knew I lost him forever. 

"Are you okay?" Hobi asked me as I couldn't contain my eyes from watering. I hate that about myself, I hate that I can be so transparent sometimes. 

I looked at Jungkook with his new girlfriend, who used to be a friend of mine, but after this, I just can't seem to see her as a friend, even though she's so kind to me. I just can't take it. My heart can't take it. 

I shook my head as I tried to leave but he stoped me again. "Maya, what's wrong?" He asked as he turned me around so I had to look at him. 

"Nothing... I really have to go." I felt like I was gonna crash at any moment. I knew they were together, but just seeing them like this, face to face, so close to each other, it just broke me. 

"Since when did you started to lie to me?" I knew that Hobi was sad, but I can't stay and keep letting my heart break. 

"I'm sorry." Was all I said and took the opportunity when he separated his hand from mine and began to run away. 

I could feel their eyes on me but it was too late now to stop. 

My heart was way more broken than I thought. 

"Tori are you at your house?" I asked as I tried to maintain my beating heart. 

"No, why? What happened?" 

"I-I can't take it. I saw them together and I just couldn't be there anymore." I said as the tears began to go down my face. 

I decided to stop running once I was close enough to Victoria's house. "I told you not to go." 

"I know but I just had to see him." 

I heard her sigh and I could feel how she was disappointed in me. She's the only one that knows how I truly feel about Jungkook and she knew it was a bad idea to go that event, even if Hobi was going to be there with me. 

"What about Hobi?" 

"I couldn't tell him what was going on and I just left him." 

"Maya-" 

"I know I know I fucked up. But I just couldn't stand there and let my heart break more than it already is." I tried to wipe away my tears but it was no use, they were just falling down so quickly. 

"I'm- I'm gonna keep walking and calm down before going back to my house." I said to her seeing as she wasn't saying anything else. 

"I'm sorry Maya. Once I get home you can come and we'll watch a movie or something and eat ice-scream, okay?" She said and I just said yes, but I knew when the moment comes, I will say no. 

I just want to be alone right now. 

How did everything get so messed up?