I won't give up (Completed)

Epilogue.

*3 years later*

Jungkook's POV 

To say that it's been hard is an understatement. We haven't had a break, since the break we did supposedly had was in New Zealand. I guess my schedule has helped me move on quickly from what happened. 

Although each time I think about it, my throat begins to close up and I can't seem to pay attention to what's going on around me. 

It's been already 3 years and today is the day it happened. I can tell that each time this day comes, the boys try their hardest to make me happy. But I feel like I will never be as happy as I was with her. 

We've stayed in contact with Tori since actually Tae and her started dating about a year ago. I'm happy that they found each other again. 

"So Jungkookie what do you want to do?" Hoseok asked me as he sat down besides me on the couch, putting his arm around my shoulders. 

"Don't we have a show tonight?" I asked him raising my eyebrow. 

"Yes, but we still don't have to go rehearse. That's in about 4 hours so we can do whatever you want until then." He replied as he look at his clock. He was for sure the most organized out of all of us. 

 "To be honest Hobi, I don't want to do anything... except that I've been working on a song that I hope the crew will let me play tonight." I told him. Which surprised him. I haven't told anyone about this song I've been working on. It's been a difficult journey to get it done, but I think I finished it already and today feels like the perfect day to sing it live for the first time. 

"Is it about Maya?" Hearing her name still sends shivers down my spine. She feels like my life with her was in another life. Not this one, since she's no longer with me. 

"Yeah... I think I have it ready, do you want to hear it?" I asked him and of course he nodded, so I took the guitar that was on the other couch and began playing it. 

***

"Guys are you all ready?" Namjoon asked. Of course, Hoseok was the one who was missing. He always takes the longest in getting ready. 

"I'M HERE I'M HERE!" He said as he put his hands in the air before we could call out his name. 

"Tori is already at the stadium. She says it's packed." V said as he looked at his phone. 

"Let's go!" Jimin said as he was excited. They all were. I can't deny that I was too, but I'm also nervous. At the rehearsals, I asked the crew if I could sing the song and they said yes, that the fans will love it. It wasn't even recorded yet but they wanted me to do it and so I will play it tonight. 

None of the boys knew, except Hoseok for what I had planned. Today should be a special day, although it was sad, probably the saddest moment of my life, it's a day that I want to remember, because that day I realized she was my euphoria, since the very beginning. Sadly, that day I realized everything that she meant to me and I never got to show her. 

So from today on, I promise to always take this day as a day to do something for her. Today I'm gonna be singing the song for the first time that I wrote for her and I'll always try to do something for her on this day. 

This way I hope that wherever she is, she knows I still love her and I think I always will. 

***

"Now before we continue, someone backstage told me that there was another song that one of us is going to preform for the first time tonight?" Hoseok said or well, asked. He knows though, he's the one who knows the plan.